TEEN ROMANCE is one of the most heartbreaking yet breathtaking things in the entire world. Only a few people really get to experince the real meaning of teen romance, the drama and idels, the happy moments and the intimate ones, where you finally took a step forward in life, to the path of grown ups, knowing yourself more and getting to love and respect yourself more.
Y/N never tought that she would spent her senior year of highschool wonderinf around with the guy she fell in love with. And that was only because she was insecure at first, insecure about the way she looked and kept on comparing herself with all the other girls in her school and even with the ones she saw out on the streets. Being a chubby person, especially a girl was no easy thing. When you're a teen you're expected so much more, to be smart, responsible, to look good, at least good in the society standards and all this when in reality you're just a child trying to live what was left of his early years of life. Y/N learned to love and respect herself and her body more, all her curves and rolls, her thick tights and her chubby cheecks. Even her strech marks that she used to look at with such a disgusted face.And she wanted to think that it was because of Bokuto who liked her for who she was and for the body she had, not the body she was working on or dreamed of. But in reality it was due to her personal growth as a person, as a woman. And for that she was thankful.
But no teen had a perfect happy ending in their last year, there always had to be one thing left behind, and or her...it was the oen she craved the most."I have tought about what I told you, about what has been going on" he sighed
The (h/c) haired girl did not know how to feel as she wasn't sure what he was about to say, so all she could do was play with her fingers nervously.
"I care about you and I cheerish all the moments we've spent togheter. But I don't think I like you as much as you like me. And I don't want to enter in a relationship where I can't be fully commited and then take a wrong turn and hurt your feelings" he began saying
She felt her heart sink deep within her chest and her vision getting blury as her (e/c) orbs were now filled with tears that she do desperatly tried to hold back.
"I like you a lot Y/N, but I don't love you. And you do love me, I know you do. It nust doesn't feel right to take this any further. But if life will bring us togheter again I swear to God I will not hesitate to make you mine"
She heard his words, but she couldn't fully understand them as she was only focused on the biggest hurting from her life. He wasn't rejecting her, he was pushing her away due to his own fright regarding the commitment of a relationship. But that wasn't a good enough excuse for her. She gave him her first time, her feelings, her everything and yet he couldn't be brave for her for once.
As his golden eyes moved on her, they widened at the sight in front of him. She was crying silently, salty tears rolling down her chubby cheecks. His heart was aching as he knew how wrong he was for being a coward, but that didn't stop him from embracing her into a warm and tight hug, wiping away her tears as she sobbed quietly into his chest."I'm sorry Y/N" he said softly as he watched her figure slightly tremble
She raised her head and gazed trough his glden orbs and with the warmest smile she could give, she told him how she felt.
"I love you Kou"
Her lips were so soft and sweet that he was sure he could never get enough of them. As she pressed hers onto his in a soft yet passionate last kiss that bringed tears to the greyhaired boys eyes. He was just as hurt as her, but teenagers don't make the best decision. And this time it was maybe what it seemd like one of the worsts, but only the time will tell the truth.
Y/N cried that day and night. To be frank she cried the days and nights after that one, for almost two entire weeks. But it was already past graduation, she was going to college and Bokuto was enrolled in one of the best voleyball teams from Japan. As for what it seemd, their paths would never link again.
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a lot of you guys wanted angsty, but at the same time a lot of you wanted happy so i made a mix (i know it seems only angsty rn)
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