Twisted wonderland X Reader

😴Lilia X Reader : Last Letter😴

An : Hello there, it my first angst so I hope that you will like ^^. It's a request that i made for my best friend Laptiteyandere. She already know the story since she read when I wrote it in our mother tongue before translating the whole story so I hope to convey the same feelings to you as she did when she read it. If you want to put in the music in the background I advise you to listen to Kokoronashi by Majiko, it is this music that inspired me (the media of this chapter) at the end of the chapter I will put the link from a video of lilia and Silver which was also a source of inspiration for me and which also has this music, I really advise you to go see it because it is beautiful.
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Last Letter (Angst)

(All the story is an POV of Lilia)

I will always remember the day I found her, when she was just an adorable baby, she was so little, in that crowded street, everyone ignored her like she was the plague herself, when I saw her, she just looked like an abandoned kitten. I hadn't allowed myself to raise another child, it had already been a century, since I had adopted Silver. I watched him grow up , go in the same high school, see him growing old, and dying in front of my eyes, I didn't want to remember, that pain, and yet, I was about to relive the same pain, without suspecting that this time it would be worse, than with Silver. Since her childhood, (Y/N), always hated me, she always called me the old man, the old man was her first words. Our relationship was always like that she insulting me as an old man but it was obvious that she liked me anyway. Then she entered to middle school, she was totally distant towards me, I told myself that I would suffer less like that, what a mistake on my part to think that. When she went to high school (Y/N) confessed to me, she had told me that she would never see me as her father because she has found me attractive since she was a little girl my heart hurts to think about remembering when at that time it was beating so fast and I had butterflies in my belly what a painful and yet so happy memory, maybe it's because of this memory that I can't forget it I can't forget (Y/N), my first and only love for the eternity. I seemed so stupid at the time when I accepted her feelings, I went out with her from the moment she confessed herself to me until her death, it was the most beautiful of my life obviously we got married in spite of my teenage appearance, finally it was not an official wedding, we just had to bought the rings, I keep my ring as a necklace since she died it's my only memory of her that I can still touch I think about all this because of the day of her death which today it's already been 20 years that I do the same thing I'm going to see this grave, which is hers. But this year something was different, on his grave is deposited a strange letter (f/c) with a golden seal, who would have the idea of leaving a letter on the grave of a deceased person, but this idea quickly went out of my head when I picked up the letter and read "For Lilia", and it was the handwriting of (Y/N). How a letter from her could appear when she's dead is just impossible. Someone must be playing a very bad joke on me but I still want to know what it says so I opened it and started reading.

"Dear Lilia,

I don't know if this letter will happen to you maybe I was too bad for the gods to accept my one and only request, I would like this letter to come to you so that you can read it. so if one day it happens to you don't think it's a bad joke it's really me, (Y/N), and if you want confirmation I was the only one to whom you repeat that my first words were the old one it's a pity I don't remember it's ok it wasn't the subject of this letter. I also wanted to make you a request as selfish as I would like you to live for both of us for eternity, happy. I told you I'm sorry it was so selfish. In exchange for you accepting this request I promise that I will always be there by your side as a ghost, I also wanted to tell you why I hated you when I was little I was actually afraid of what I felt for you without understanding what that feeling was and my other reason, was that I was afraid that you would abandon me like my real parents and then I learned that you were immortal, so I distanced myself, not out of fear as you might think, but because I thought it was the choice that would make you suffer. I understood in high school that I couldn't hold back this feeling that I had just understood and so you know the rest. To conclude this letter I just want to tell you I love you and I want you to try to live happily.

You're beloved (Y/N)"

"How can you ask me this, it's so unfair of you, I don't want to cry in front of you if you stand there, I don't want to be ashamed in front of you, my beloved (Y/N), but given all the feelings I feel for you I can't refuse this request to live happily for you, for us. So (Y/N) I will try to be happy from today on, even if I cannot forget what I feel for you which will be my source of joy and sadness, for this life called eternity."

After saying this I felt lips resting on my forehead, and I thought I heard "Farewell, Lilia, I love you" but around me there was emptiness, I was alone in that cemetery with his letter in my hands.

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AN : Here is what you think of it? Leave me a comment to tell me 🥺☺️. It's the first time that i write an angst so I very hope that you will like ^^
And here's the link to the video I was talking about at the start of this chapter :
YouTube : https://youtu.be/3Tvbk-F9DEI
Niconico :  https://sp.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm37043148