Taking chances(Charlie Gillespie fanfic)**ON HOLD**

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I don't know what time I fell asleep, but I woke up to someone knocking on my door. Half asleep I look at my phone to see what time it was. Damn it's only 3am who in the hell is knocking on my door? I'm too lazy and tired from the meds to get out of bed so I so I whisper tell to whoever to come in.

Of course, it's non other than Mr. Charles Gillespie.

"Hey you missed an awesome dinner. Everyone ended up being there and we talked about the show and more band stuff."

Charlie automatically takes his shirt and pants off leaving him in his boxers and climbs into bed with me. I want to enjoy him being in bed with me, but this whole Sarah ordeal really bothers me. You know what I'm just going to talk to him about it and get the facts.

He puts his arm around my waist and pulls me close and nozzles his face into my neck and starts peppering me with kisses.

I couldn't help but let out a small moan before I came to my senses. I move him away from my neck and look him in his gorgeous blue eyes.

"Charlie. Who's Sarah to you?" I ask him.

"I already told you she's a friend."

"Like a normal friend, or like a fuck buddy kind of friend?"

As soon as I said that my heart started to feel like it was going to burst out of my chest, but I tried to hold it together.

"You want the truth?"

I just nod my head and he continues.

"We did hook up a couple of times. We actually met on the set of Charmed. You know the hook up scene? Well that's her and the reason why it looked like we were so into each other it was because we were already doing certain activities beforehand."

And now my heart of in my stomach. Thank God the anxiety meds were still in my system or else I'd def start having a panic attack.

"Thank you for tell me the truth. Do you guys still talk and do those certain activities whenever you get together?" I managed to ask him.

"Eh sometimes. She's my friend first before anything else so I make sure not to fuck that up so I let her decide what we do."

I genuinely didn't know what to say after that. I could feel my mind start racing again.

"excuse me for a second I need to go to the bathroom"

Charlie releases me from his grip and I dash towards the bathroom. I took another Xanax to relax my mind some more. I know I shouldn't be taking this much, but I just need to do something to relax.

I come out of the bathroom and see that Charlie is still just chilling in my bed. I get back into bed next to him and wait for the meds to kick in.

"Are you okay? You've been pretty weird today."

Charlie says to me while pulling to him and he start rubbing my lower back.

"if you want me to be honest, no I'm not. I thought we had something, then this Sarah person comes into the picture all of a sudden."

I breathe in and out. I can't believe those words just came out. I start chewing on my lip waiting for him to respond to me. That's when he grabs my face so were face to face.

"Michelle you need to stop worrying and overthinking. It's not as serious as you think. Plus I know you probably have tons of guys on the side. Sliding into your DM's. We're just having fun."

That phrase "we're just having fun" killed me internally, but at least I know where we stand.

"Okay that's fair. Now I know where we stand."