The next few months went on like that. The two met outside at the wall where Dongju always sat and they would talk and laugh together. Throughout that time they both learned more about each other but they always hid certain parts of their lives. Geonhak never told Dongju about his relationship with Seoho and the months he spent in depression. Dongju never told Geonhak about his twin's death or about his parents always arguing. It wasn't that they didn't trust each other, it was more that they didn't want to bother the other with their problems or hurt their relationship. One night, as Dongju watched Geonhak walk back into his house after another happy night spent talking, he realized something. He had a crush on him. He thought about how whenever he saw Geonhak's face he couldn't help but smile, whenever he smiled Dongju thought it was the most beautiful thing ever. He always made him laugh and he's able to forget his problems. At least for a while. There was a problem though. He didn't know if Geonhak felt the same way about him. He didn't want to ruin their friendship by saying anything so he debated whether or not to tell Geonhak how he felt. He also didn't know if Geonhak even liked guys. He sat there for the rest of the night thinking about what to do. Maybe he shouldn't say anything. He doubted that someone like Geonhak would love someone like him. He was small and pathetic while Geonhak was strong, good looking, and really smart. Who wouldn't fall for him.
"What am I going to do..." Dongju said, leaning his head back against the wall.
