My Bully🦋

part 19

POV You
I woke up first and didn't move
I didn't want to wake her up
I slowly grabbed my phone with one arm and her head was on my other
I scrolled through Ags tiktok and lost any breath I had
How the hell did I get so lucky "I don't know why you're checking me out through a screen I'm right here"
I looked in her eyes and we sat there for a while
She kissed me and put her arms around me "are you gonna be ok here all day alone"
I nodded and said "I got a call back from tastee treat so now I have a job and work from 10 to 4 and get weekends off so I'll be busy all day and I can keep us stable for now" "well I'll get a job to help you" "no I did my hours like this so we would have time together you go to school and come home I'll be here and I get all weekend with you I don't want you to work because I wanna spend time with you" "okay but if we are short any time I'm getting a job" "deal"
We laid there for half the day just watching movies and then she jumped up "what's wrong" "we didn't eat today
I'm not letting you fall back into that come on"
She dragged me to the room "put something nice on"
We both got dressed and then went outside to the car
She drove us to a restaurant that was fancy but not fancy enough for reservations
We ate and then went and drove around blasting music and then she put on a specific song and put it to a certain part and once I heard the beat I knew what it was
I smiled and she looked at me and started singing to me "I'm so in love with you and I hope you know
darling your love is more than worth its weight in gold"
I started singing to "We've come so far, my dear look how we've grown"
The music kept going and she just kept staring at me while checking the road every few seconds and then she kept singing "I wanna live with you even when we're ghosts" "Cause you were always there for me when I needed you most"
She kept staring at me then kissed me
I laughed "simp" "how are you gonna call me a simp when you were singing too" "you put the song on" "you didn't have to sing but you did" "yeah but so did you and you put the song on so that makes you the bigger simp"
We kept fighting over who the biggest simp was and I won like always
We got home at it was boring so we made tiktoks
Atter we made them I went to like them and saw the captions "you guys don't even understand I'm gonna marry this beautiful girl one day @y/n y/l/n" for one and "this girl is my whole world" for the other and then the comments which were always the worst except for the supportive fans
They would always be "why is she even with her" and "Ag could do so much better"
I push it down but I always think she's gonna listen one day and leave and I couldn't take her leaving it would send me right back to my old self
I would start cutting again and probably wouldn't have an appetite
I would doubt myself and it would take me forever to get over her
She walked into the room and asked me what was wrong "nothing" "what's wrong I know you" "would you leave me"
I did not mean to say that out loud
She looked at me "I would never leave you unless you wanted me too"
I mumbled "they always say that and then they leave" "hey look I know what happened in your past but I would never ever leave you ever look how far we've come
I've grown with you and it would hurt me so much if I hurt you" "promise" "pinky promise"
She held out her pinky and I put out mine
She jumped on the bed and held me until we both fell asleep
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