Just Friends

Chapter 1

"Kookie, let's go"
I said smiling widely, he just gave me a small smile while nodding but it's fine as long as we both are together.

He's Jungkook, my first friend, my childhood friend, my bestfriend, my first crush and......and my first love.

We both met when I was just a 5 year old, he helped me when some older boys were picking on me, he also gave me his icecream so that I will stop crying.

Everyone treated me badly in school, in neighbourhood, they thought I was weird, a goth girl can say?
They teased me for my big forehead and because I was Thai.
They asked me go back to where I can from.
They used to call me a Thai Monkey.

But Jungkook, was the first one, the first person to approach me, to talk to me, to make me feel special, to make me feel that I am worth loving and this way I started loving him.

It started with a small unharmful crush but it grew and grew and I started loving him.

But from the past few months, he has been acting weird. Like, he never focuses on me like he used to do when we're together.
He's always on his phone, giggling and smiling.
I have asked him so many times but he never tells me.
He cancels our plans at the last moment.

I really don't know what's up with him?