Everything will be fine... || Draco Malfoy

Chapter 7.

Author's Note: I know some/many of you may think that Trigger warnings about small mentions of Anxiety attacks just like in this chapter aren't necessary. I am still making sure that if even one person reading this feels uncomfortable with anything knows what will be mentioned even if it is a "small thing" for someone :) Enjoy the chapter.

"We have a new student joining us today. Miss Solaris, please take a seat." Dumbledore said after all the first graders were already sorted into their houses.

Sitting down Professor McGonagall put the sorting hat on my head. Here we go.

"Ahhh Miss Solaris, I have been waiting for you to finally arrive at Hogwarts. You are very strong and ambitious, you don't show it much but you are very cunning too. When someone orders you to do something you do it without a question. Your life..." I look at Draco scared not wanting the hat to mention anything about my life.

"Oh yes well then, as you wish, let's not speak about that. Well your knowledge is one of a Gryffindor and kindness is of a Hufflepuff. The strength and power you carry is one of a Slytherin." In my mind I just kept thinking of Draco and how I only felt safe with him.

"Well I think you already made your choice and I will respect your wishes. SLYTHERIN!" The slytherin table clapped and that is when I felt it.

Anxiety.

I tried controlling my breath but it was harder and harder. Sitting next to Draco my hand grabbed his as we listened to Dumbledore's speach. The second the food appeared I got up and went out of the Great Hall. Luckily no one noticed.

I tried calming my breathing and my shaking hands. But nothing seemed to work. Why do these Anxiety attacks always happen in the wrong time.

"Y/n?" I heard Blaise behind me. Probably looking at me like I'm insane but nonetheless I smiled a bit "Could you maybe get Draco?" he heard in my voice that something wasn't alright and nodded walking fast into the Great Hall.

That seemed to get the attention of every Slytherin. But Draco practically running out got the attention of everyone in the room.

With tears in my eyes I looked at Draco. "I-It's happening again...I hate this Draco, even the punishments are better than this." That is when I started crying and fell onto the floor.

Draco immediatly jumped onto his knees and held me while humming quietly. "I need you to try and control your breaths for me, Okay? Take slow deep breaths. Whatever caused your anxiety attack, do not think about it, if you don't know try and find a solution and then if that doesn't work think about something good."

He knew exactly how to calm me down, I have had anxiety since I was little and he always used to helped me.

After a while of him whispering to me and making me count his fingers, I leaned onto the wall and waited for it to pass. Sometimes acknowledging what is happening and why helps, but letting it pass without overthinking about it makes it less terrifying.

Slowly Draco began to carry me bridal style and I leaned my head onto his shoulder. "Let's get you to the dorm, shall we?" I nodded and he started walking.

After some time we got to the common room but he kept walking until we reached our dorm. "Wait here I will get you some food and will be back in a minute okay?" Nodding and not saying a word he sighed and went to get the food.

I stood up and decided to change into other clothes. I took a hoodie and some leggings. put my hair in a bun and laid onto the bed.

Soon came in Draco with food and I smiled softly. "I'm sorry about this Draco. I should be taking care of myself." He scoffed and sat down beside me.

"I told you that I will take care of you, and I will keep that promise. Now, eat something." I noticed all the food he brought with him but decided the pumpkin soup was the best right now.

"This is good. Can I have some bread please?" I asked and he handed me the piece of bread smiling.

After the soup and a bit of chicken I was full. We ended up changing my bandage once again and after we played card games, read a book and put our clothes into the closet.

This has been an eventful day.