Love?

Pacify her

I wake up stretching and I look beside me seeing a sleeping Draco I admire every part of his face his pale skin his amazing grey eyes with fabulous lips I look at his hair it's beautiful platinum blonde. All the sudden I feel his arms around my waist and I blush while tapping on him. "Draco we have to get up" he slowly opens his eyes and quickly gets up and acts rude "Ugh I'm still in this pathetic room" he says and walks out quickly. Ow. Well I don't care if he wants to act that way so be it I get ready and then walk out to the common room and then Pansy walks up to me and slaps me hard. Instead of focusing on her I watch Draco walk out the room. "Stay away from things that aren't yours!" Pansy screams at me "But was he yours if he wanted me so bad" I say back to her while walking out I just wanna pacify her she's getting on my nerves whatever he doesn't love her. Or does he? I sigh walking in my class while thinking. Whatever he isn't property. All the sudden I get a ball thrown at my head I open it.

PATHETIC BITCH

I look at who sent it to me and see Draco and Pansy laughing at me while Dracos arm is around me and I quickly look away sighing. What am I kidding they would look good together all the sudden Sean sits next to me and puts his arm around my waist. "Sorry I haven't been here Y/n but I'm back" I smile and hug him. "I missed you" I say and then he chuckles "of course you did" I look at the front of the class knowing our Professor is gonna come in any minute.

TIME SKIP AFTER CLASSES

FINALLLYYYYYY I run to the great hall hungry for dinner I walk to the Slytherin table and sit. Honestly I hate being in Slytherin I have no friends. All of the sudden I feel someone sit down next to me. I look to see who it is and I see Sean and then smile he smiles back "You thought I would leave you all alone with these brainless idiots?" Sean asked and I shrugged "you've done it before" I said while smiling and he chuckles and then "Hey Sean are you sure you wanna sit with that pathetic useless twat?" Draco says and then that's when I noticed someone else someone sitting next to him but it looks like he doesn't like how Draco is acting I've seen him in all my classes I think his name is... Blaise? He noticed me staring and waved at me I wave back and he looks down smiling I giggle and then look at my food and I feel a breathe on my ear "I think Blaise fancies you" I slap his chest "Shut it" without noticing Draco is glaring at us but so is... Blaise? I look at Dumbledore and focus on his speech. After his speech I started eating Sean chuckles "You look adorable when you eat" I roll my eyes and swallow my food "You and your flirting problem" I say he smirks "It's your fault for being pretty" I slap his chest and keep eating.

Draco's P.O.V

I can't help but stare at her and remember that night us cuddling up together ugh I wish that could've stayed longer Sean is right she's pretty when she eats. Her cheeks get all chubby it's adorable. I can't help but love her even if I try not to.. All the sudden I feel someone hold my hand I wish it was Y/N but it's just Pansy I look at her to see her smiling at me. If I was Pansy I would've never let go of Y/N I would've stayed her friend I don't like Pansy. Not even a little I try to. I try to love her eyes and her face and hair but I can't. I can't at all but when I look at Y/N I can. She's perfect but it's sad she's too nice. I can't hurt her I have to stay away from her I don't want to break her heart but my reputation I have to bully her without noticing I bang my hand on the table and everyone looks at me except for her she's staring at Sean she's talking to Sean she's LAUGHING with Sean I look down mad. Whats so good about Sean if you ask me he looks a bit ugly. Sure he has brown hair and emerald eyes but I have everything else. Right? I sigh I just want to hold her I want her to be mine but why.. What am I feeling?! Love? No I can't I've never felt love before I play with everyone's heart I can't feel love especially for her.

TIME SKIP

Y/N P.O.V

I'm finally in my room I lay down on my bed while sighing today has been a long day I grab my pillow and start cuddling with it but I start imagining it's Draco why though. Ugh this is so confusing. I look out my window. I'm just glad my dad understands me a little. Who though the Dark Lord would have a soft spot for his daughter if anything I thought he would hate me even more. Is it because I'm the only one he has? I sigh and roll my eyes why am I thinking all this? I smile thinking about Draco again his smile is really cute and then I start thinking about Draco with Pansy the Slytherin Prince and the Slytherin Princess I sigh and look at the ceiling I'm a disgrace aren't I. I know what my mom wanted me to be but I'm the exact opposite Damn I even need a tutor for potions well that's what Professor Snape told me I sigh and start closing my eyes. I should start falling asleep.

TO BE CONTINUED