Last Part
You were stading in front of a bus station, torn between where you want to go.
It's been a week since your date with Taehyung and Jungkook. The whole week, you didn't go to school. You just stayed at your house and contemplated things. You felt like you wouldn't be able to hang out with the two of them at the same time because after the dates, you feelings for them became clearer and clearer.
They got worried, of course. Taehyung and Jungkook insisted on going to your house, thinking that you are sick but you refused.
Somehow, you think they found out the reason why you were being like this because they suddenly asked you to choose between them now.
Honestly, though, you were still clueless for your own wants. Who would you choose?
Should you pick Taehyung? After all, he made you feel at ease at all times. Not only that, he always made you feel breathless and your heart beat faster.
Or should you pick Jungkook, whom also made you feel all those things? Whom you've had awkward moments but managed to make you explore other things you never thought you'd enjoy?
Would you choose the person that made you feel comfortable by not dragging you out of your comfort zone or that person who made you discover other things?
Sighing, heart feeling heavier than it ever had, you took a step inside the bus that stopped in front of you.
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The happiness on Jungkook's face as you saw him made your heart break a thousand pieces. He was standing in front of the amusement park you went to a week ago.
Slowly, you made your way towards him, trying to hold back the tears threatening to fall.
"You came," he said once you reached him.
You wanted to say something to him, to explain, but words just won't come out from your lips. The tears you were holding back finally fell as you see how happy Jungkook was.
That's when Jungkook realized something was wrong. The smile on his face vanished, the shine in his eyes died. In its stead was now the look of hurt... of pain.
His eyes still shine but not from happiness but from the unshed tears.
This Jungkook made your tears fell more and you let out a sob.
"You're not here because you chose me, are you?" he said in a shaky voice and you nodded.
"I just... want to say thank you... and I'm sorry," you sobbed harder. You said those things looking at his eyes, but you couldn't take it anymore. You looked down and cried.
"I'm sorry, Kook. So, so sorry," you whispered.
You felt Jungkook pull you into a hug. He kissed your head gently then released you.
"Don't worry. I'll be okay," he said. "Don't be sorry. Before Tae and I agreed to do this, I already accepted the fact that I might lose. That you might reject me. So I'll be fine," he tried to comfort you.
"Jungkook, you know, I like you. I really --" you were cut off by Jungkook, shaking his head at you.
"I'm glad to know that you like me too. But, please, don't explain it to me. It will only makeit harder, knowing that I have a chance," he smiled sadly at you.
You nodded then hugged him again.
"Thank you, Jungkook. For undestanding," you whispered on his chest.
He just patted your head gently.
"Go to that movie house now. Taehyung is waiting. He might think you chose me and end up crying like a baby there," Jungkook chuckled.
You nodded. You thanked him one last time then went to Taehyung.
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You were running towards Taehyung, your heart pounding fast when you saw him turned to leave.
"Taehyung!" you yelled, not caring that the people around you were staring.
He turned and looke shocked to see you.
You threw yourself in his arms, making him take a few steps back to regain his balance.
"You're... here..." Taehyung whispered, sounding like he didn't believe it.
"Yes," you said.
"You chose me?" He asked again.
"Yes, pabo!" you giggled then looked up at him.
The shock and wonder in his eyes made you laugh.
Somehow, when you saw him, all the guilt and sadness in your heart faded away. That's when you knew you made the right decision.
You still hope to be friends with Jungkook and were still sorry you hurt him. But right now, you were just too happy to be in Taehyung's arms now.
--end
