This basically describes what i believe the meaning is behind the song "Wish You Were Gay" by Billie Eilish and it includes Conan Gray and his point of view of everything. Since they are friends i think there is something going on that we don't know...
Billie's Pov~ I start to wonder to myself what makes me fall for him. Is it his smile or how he does simple things like play his guitar? Or maybe it was that night we jammed to his favorite songs and how happy he was. i want that moment again. It's really not normal for me to fall for someone this hard. Everyone sees me as a independent person but i'm not complete without Conan. I look forward to seeing him every day. It's the one thing that gets me through my week. The fact that i can see him on the weekends. I just wanna make him feel okay. He deserves the world. I asked him if he wanted to go to a concert sorta like a date :)
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Conan's Pov~ Billie asked me if i wanted to go to a concert with her. So just to be a nice friend i went. I never heard of the band before actually and all i can remember from that night is the bright loud music and cheers from the crowd. It made me miss tour, and my fans. All it really did was make me sad. I think Billie had a good time. I drove her home. We sat in the car for a while parked in her driveway. There was some tension and i felt uncomfortable. She's just a friend i tell myself.
Back to Billie's Pov~ Here is my chance i'm gonna do it now or never. the quiet soft music of lorde playing in the background set the perfect mood. This was a moment out of a movie. I just wish he would just do it. I waited and waited, it was the right moment. What was holding him back? Whatever... i'm doing it. *Billie kisses Conan*
Conan Pov~ I did not expect that at all. I pushed her off me. I- I don't know what to do. She's a great friend, but nothing more to me.
