Wish You Were Gay- a conan gray and billie eilish story

I Ate Alone At 7

*BACKGROUND KNOWLEDGE- in the song "wish you were gay"- by billie eilish she says the lyrics "Nine times, you never made it there
I ate alone at seven, you were six minutes away." In the interview above she describes the situation behind those lyrics, so this is that story if it was about Conan* INTERVIEW ABOVE!

Billie's Pov~ What did I do wrong. I feel that every time I try, Conan just looks the other way. I feel so awkward. WHY DID I DO THAT IM SO STUPID. I messed everything up.

Conan's Pov~ How do I tell her i'm not interested in her? It's not her it's just girls in general. My heart belongs to someone else. He makes me feel special, he has my heart, not Billie. I know I could have told her that, but in the moment I was just to scared. I haven't really told anyone, it's my secret. The only way I know how to cope is writing songs, it calms me down. I never meant to hurt her like that. Like I said she's amazing and great, just not my type. What should I do? I really don't wanna hurt her in anyway. Wait! what if I ask her to a dinner so I can just explain myself.

Billie's Pov~ Conan texted me asking if i would wanna eat dinner with him at a vegan restaurant downtown. I mean i don't know why all of the sudden he wants to do something with me when he rejected me. I convince myself to go, maybe he wants to explain something to me, or is gonna tell me he didn't mean to and actually really is in love with me. He said to meet him at 7, so i went at 6:45 just to make sure i'm on time. I got there and sat down, and waited. I waited and waited. 7 went past, then came 8. What did I do. Conan really made a fool out of me.  How could I really think he actually liked me back. It's not fair I put so much effort into loving this boy and all I get is this? HE LIVES 6 MINUTES AWAY AND CANT MAKE IT? That makes no sense, this is all on purpose. What did I do to deserve this? I sit there all alone like an idiot waiting for him. Finally at 9:30, the door opens. Standing there, helpless is Conan. I see him, I stand up and walk straight out of the restaurant, brushing harshly against his shoulder to signal I was angry.

Conan's Pov~ I- I didn't have the guts to go. I sat in my room for hours debating. How are supposed to tell someone you don't like them? I'm so disappointed in myself. I finally made myself go, even if I was two hours late. Maybe she would still listen. I walk in expecting her not to be there, yet she sat there all alone at table 11. If I was her I would have never waited that long for anyone. She must really like me. Now it's gonna be harder to explain myself to her. When I start to say something, she storms out of the restaurant as soon as she sees me.

* DISCLAIMER * i'm not putting any labels on Conan's sexuality , it's just part of the story!!!!