until death do us apart

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Felix's POV:

He was sad. After you left, he went to his room. He felt disappointed and had lost hope for everything. It wasn't him. The happy Felix was gone. He needed rest after everything that happened to him, but he didn't stop thinking about you. As you wonder if you were wrong somewhere, he kept blaming himself and asking himself the same question.

...

Felix just woke up and saw Seungmin coming out of the bathroom.

,,Go brush your teeth and come for a breakfast."- Seungmin said to Felix.

,,Okay, i will come and then i have to package my things."- Felix said.

,,Yeah, enjoy the day because it is our last."- Seungmin laughed and left.

Felix got ready and went to breakfast. There were Seungmin, Chan and Hyunjin.

,,Where are the others?"- Felix asked and sat down at their table.

,,They went to pack their things."-Hyunjin answered.

,,Felix, can i ask you something?"- Seungmin asked Felix and everyone looked at him.

,,Yeah, of course. What is it?"

,,Where you were last night, because i woke up and you were gone."- this question scared Felix a little because he didn't know how to explain everything.

,,I was with the girl."- he answered.

,,She came to my room and was looking for Felix, so i took her to him and then they went out to talk."- Chan explain because he saw that Felix was a little insecure.

,,And then what?"- Hyunjin asked curios.

,,Umm... nothing."- Felix said confusing.

,,How nothing? You were together and where is she now?"- Seungmin wanted to know what had happened.

,,How can i know? Maybe with her family at the plane."- Felix began to get nervous.

,,Don't get nervous we just want to know if something unusual happened."-Chan tried to control the situation.

,,No nothing happened."- Felix just got up and left without saying anything more.

,,What's happening with him?"- Hyunjin asked.

,,I don't know but this girl didn't affect him well."- Chan said.

,,Yeah, i think the same."-Seungmin looked a little worried.

,,I will talk with him."- Chan said.

...

Stray Kids were in the plane already and everyone expect Felix were sleeping. Felix was thinking about you. He couldn't imagine never seeing you again. He blamed himself for letting you go. He kept remembering your last words, which were "find me". How could he find you when he had absolutely no information about you? 

,,How much time is left until landing?"-Felix asked the pilot.

,,Four hours."- the pilot answered.

,,Okay, thank!"

,,No problem."

Felix decided to get some sleep. He took off his jacket because it got hot. As he left his jacket in the other seat, something like a small piece of paper fell. 

,,What is that?"- he said to himself and then took it. When he finally managed to open it, he saw that something was written on it:

"Dear, lix

I hope you found this and in case you are reading it I want to tell you some things. If you remember i told you to find me... I really want it. We can't be together but this small pice of paper is my hope. Here is some information about me that would help you to find me, of course if you want to.

My instagram account: _leey/n_ *do not ask about it i know, it's weird haha"

My number:08********

Your y/n ❤︎"

After he read this he was the happiest person in the world. He had almost lost hope and it came to him as a gift from fate. He wanted things to happen fast, but he knew now was not the time, so he decided to go to sleep and when he returned to Seoul to do anything about you.

Stray kids arrived at home. They all went to their rooms and began to unpack their things. Felix told Chan about everything and about the letter. 

,,Text her."- Chan said to Felix.

,,But what if JYP finds out?"- Felix was a little worried.

,,He won't. Just make a fake profile and text her. Tell her it's you and send her a photo or something to prove it."

,,I will do it, but now i'm going to sleep because i couldn't sleep well at the plane."- Felix said and went to his bed.