until death do us apart

//7//

27July 2020; Paris, France 9pm

Felix's POV:

I just arrived in the hotel and i went to Chan's room.

,,Hey Chan, do you have one minute? I want to talk about something with you."- i asked him.

,,Sure. What happened with the girl? Is she okay?"- he asked.

,,Yes, she is okay. But i think that i'm not okay..."

,,Why? What happened?"

,,Chan you maybe understood that i did that because i felt it. You know that i'm serious and i wouldn't do that without reason."-i said to him and he seemed like he understand me.

,,Yeah i know. But what was the reason? It was just a girl and she was crying like many others STAYs durning concerts. It's because they are so exited."- Chan explain to me but i felt her differently. 

,,Look, while we performing Levanter i saw her crying and she was looking at me with her full of tears eyes. Then durning other part from the song i looked at her again and she was crying even more i guess that was because she understood that we made eye contact. Then i was like ,, What is gonna happen if i can hug her right now'' so i actually didn't want to get her on the stage i just what to-"- Chan stopped me.

,,You mean, you wanted to hug her while you bringing her on the stage?"- he was surprised.

,,Yeah..."

,,But Felix have to understand that you can't just want to hug her, there are rules here and you have to follow them. This was a mistake..."

,,No i don't think it was a mistake, Chan when we was in the hospital she told me some things and..."

,,Are you felt her like something more?

I had not words. I didn't know what was like to fell in love with someone until that moment. My head was a mess and she was only fifteen years old girl from our fandom i couldn't imagine it, but my heart was on a different opinion.

,,I'm going to bed right now, Chan. I can't... just i need rest. Good night."

,,Okay go. Good night."-he was worried i could see that in his eyes. 

I was in the bed already. I checked my phone, but i was so tired and i just fell asleep. 

...

Y/n's POV:

,,How are you now?"-your mom asked. 

,,I'm fine mom, please go to sleep."- you said and hugged your mom.

,,Okay. Good night girls."- she said and closed the door.

,,How you feel?"- Simona asked you.

,,I don't know. I can't imagine that maybe i'm not gonna see him anymore. I told him the truth and he understood me and this thing today i can't stop asking myself why he did that. If he really felt me differently like he said maybe he still think about me."- you said.

,,You don't--"- you stopped her.

,,You have to help me. Listen, you have to change your pyjamas and come with me."

,,You want what? Are you crazy?"

,,C'mon."

,,First tell me what are we going to do."

,,We will find Stray Kids."

,,ARE YOU KIDDING ME? This can't happen. Where exactly will we look for them?"

,,No idea...Forget about that good night."- you said because you just understood that you will do it without her help.

,,Okay, good night to you too."

You waited for her to fall asleep and then quietly changed your clothes took the things you needed and went out.