𝐌.𝐏. | Imperfections

chapter XXVIII

y/n's pov
i went back to my house crying. i tried to walk past bryce and nico but they were just in the way upstairs.

"what the fuck?" bryce asked.

"y/n? why are you crying?" nico asked as his arms wrapped around me.

"i-" i sobbed and started crying even more once he put my head on his chest.

"what happened?" bryce stepped behind me and pet my head. "who do we need to beat up?"

mattia. why did he do this to me?

"nobody." i pulled back from nico's chest and walked upstairs.

1 week later...

mattia's pov
"i don't know what's wrong dude, all she does is come out to the bathroom. she doesn't even eat, anything!" nico said. "i've tried talking to her but she doesn't talk to me. i haven't seen her smile."

"and it all started the day after the sleepover, when she came home crying." bryce added.

i was looking down, i knew exactly what was going on with her, with y/n. i just couldn't do anything about it but blame myself in silence.

"i'm worried. so fucking worried." nico rubbed his face.

"what if... what if camila tries? she's her best friend, right?" hunter suggested.

"she tried already." bryce said.

"and?" hunter asked.

"nothing." bryce responded.

"fuck bro." nico looked up and i looked at him, tears in his eyes.

"chill bro, she's fine." hunter patted his back.

"i've never seen her like this." nico said.

"i'll try talk to her, alright?" i spoke. bad decision, she's never going to talk to me after what i did to her... but i can try to explain.

"yeah, that can work." bryce said.

"what do you mean it can work?" nico asked.

"last time she locked herself into her room, mattia made her come downstairs with us." bryce explained.

"i can try tho'." i shrugged.

"just make her eat something or i don't-" nico's words were interrupted by a sound of a door opening, y/n's.

we all looked to the stairs at the sounds of footsteps coming downstairs. y/n walked downstairs and got lost in my sight as she walked into the kitchen.

everyone stood up, including me. nico tried to walk but i stopped him, telling him that i was going to talk to her... because i needed to.

i walked into the kitchen and she was there, trying to get something from the cabinet and since she's short, she couldn't get it, so i got it for her making her look at me.

"what are you doing here?" she asked.

"can we talk?" i said.

"no." she grabbed the bag of cookies from me and started walking away.

"look, just let me explain." i said.

"explain what? why you cheated on me?" she whispered/shouted as she turned around to me.

"i didn't!" i whispered/shouted. "i didn't."

"i don't wanna hear you anymore." she turned around to leave me.

"fine, okay, don't do it. but please tell nico that you're okay. he's worried and crying because he doesn't know what's wrong with you." i said making her stop.

"only if you leave this damn house." she said.

"what?"

"you heard me."

"y/n, don't do this, i like you."

"you cheated on me, you don't like me, you just played me like nico said you would do."

"i promise i didn't, trust me, i can prove it to you." i said, taking out my phone in case she wants to hear me. yes, i have proofs.

she didn't say anything, she just walked away and into the living room where everyone was. i followed her and she was already hugging nico.

he met my eyes and mouthed, "thank you."

i smiled and nodded my head.

"i was worried." nico pulled back from the hug.

"i'm fine okay?" she told him, but she wasn't okay.

"why are you like this?" he asked.

"don't worry." she forced a smile and met my eyes.

i just didn't say anything. i swear to fucking god i wanted to cry because yeah, i do like this girl, so fucking much. all i wanted to do that moment was to hold her in my arms and yell to the world that she's mine. but i couldn't, i walked away.

y/n's pov
mattia walked away and part of me wanted to go after him and hear his explanation, but my body couldn't let me.

nico kept asking me questions but i just kept saying that i was okay even though i wasn't. it's true, i fell for mattia, well, i've been literally in love with him for almost four years, but it's true that i fell for him.

i don't know if it's time to say that i love him, i feel like that, it felt like that when i found him with a girl in his house. and it wasn't just a girl, it was brooke. now the real question is, why was brooke there?

it's just too confusing. the day before i caught him he told me that he was willing to do anything to have a lasting relationship with me. we were going to tell nico the next day. am i doing right or should i hear him?

yeah, i should.

"where are you going?" nico asked me.

"i need to go out, i need to do something real quick." i said as i run out the door looking for mattia.

"y/n!!" nico called my name and followed me. fuck. "it's late, where the hell are you going?"

"fuck." i said under my breath as i looked around the street, mattia was nowhere.

"y/n, you're scaring me dude." nico said.

"it's nothing! damn!" i said pissed and walked back inside. i run to get my car keys and then run outside getting into my car.

i didn't even let nico speak because i drove off in direction to mattia's house.

NOTES
lol!!