Life Through A Lens

Busy Bee

"Morning guys, today is the 7th of October." I yawned into my camera lense covering my mouth. "It's currently 7am here...Boy I'm tired." I say to myself rubbing my eyes. "Today I'm going to breakfast with Claire and Bee before we go into work... Unfortuantly for us that means 8am breakfast as work starts at 9:30... So I'm going to shower and I'll get back to you guys when I'm ready." I stop the recording and put my camera on the bed. 

I get out and shower quickly before blow drying my hair and then picking out and outfit. I skip the make-up as we were going to set so they'd just take it off anyway. I don't vlog again until I'm with the girls at the pancake bar. "I'm now with Claire and Bee." I say showing each of them, they both did a little wave. I asked for their permission to vlog before I brought my camera. "Where are we?" I asked Claire, she leans into shot. "We're at Bennies Pancake house, it's a cute little diner. If you ever get the chance to come here you should. Hashtage not sponsard." I laugh at her little hashtag gesture. 

"I want to be on camera." bee said taking the little cannon from me and holding it and talking to it... That will be fun editing. Me and claire begin talking about the pancakes. "And now she's best friends with my best friend which means I'm the thrid wheel and they're ignoring me." "We're not ignoring you, you stole the camera." I defend still looking over the menu. 

I set it up for a time lapse of us talking and eating I had to use a cup as a stand as I left my tripod in Nina's car in which I am borrowing until I get my own. Yes I have a license. 

We eat and laugh and talk about utter rubbish. Honestly but they're the best convos it's always nice to just relax before going into a busy day at work. 

"So I'm in my car, well Nina's and I'm just driving to set now." I look in my mirror before taking a turn. "Today's a long day. From 9:30 until 2 in the morning. I have a break around 5 ish for about two hours before I'm need again in hair and make-up so my plan is to go grab dinner with the girls because Claire 100% has the same break in her scedual as me but we're not sure Bee and Neen's do but we'll figure something out." I pull into a parking spot not taking as I concenrate. 

PAUL'S POV

I see her taking to her camera and I know she's vlogging so i decide to make her jump I bang on the car window and she jumps and holds her hand on her chest when she see's its me and i laugh she smiles shaking her head. "This Douche just showed up." She says to the camera letting me stick my head in the shot. "anyway I'll talk to you when something intresting happens." She pressed a button on the camera. "Can we talk?" I asked the minute it stopped recording.

"Now?" She asked getting her things together in the car. "If possible." She looked at the time on her phone. "I have about 10 minutes before I'm need in hair." She says rolling the window up and gets out the car.

I nodded. She acted like I was awful to her last night the way she was talking to me is the way she speaks to Bee and Claire. "uM i just wanted to apoligise." I say leaning on I beleive Zach's car. She leant back on Nina's. "Honestly it's fine." "no it's not. I upset you. I hurt you I watched your video and... I had no idea. I had no idea you went through that Izz." "Paul it's fine." "Why didn't you tell me?" "I didn't want it to be this big thing. There was a court case on going and if people got involved it would have ruined the case and I would never have justice for my dad." "But it's me... You were like my little sister izz." I tell her meaning it. I was hurt she didn't tell me yes but I was angry at myself for not simply being there. 

"I didn't tell anyone but the police... The police told mum and mum told Kalani Kalani told Nina and Nina asked me and I told her... I told her but she already knew. Bee found out from Nina... And I didn't want the whole world to know. I blamed myself for a long time. those bullets were meant for me... Not him. I didn't want anyone to know." 'Izzie that's not true the man arrested for it was psychopath that had an obsession with a 14 year old girl." "I know... Okay I know that now but at the time..." " An escape you wanted and escape." She nodded.