GERM |k. sakusa x fem!reader

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After you and Miwa's sleepover/girl's night, you went back home only to find the twins, Bokuto, Hinata, and Akaashi passed out on the floor and Sakusa was on the counter drinking coffee.

"Hey" he said.

You looked at him confused "uh hey?" You said. "Why are they here?" You asked "coach sent them for 'team bonding experience'" he said putting air quotation marks.

"Oh- well, I hope you guys had fun, I'm gonna go to my room nowww-" "don't go so fast now" Sakusa said standing up. "Whatttt?" You asked "we need to talk." He said.

"Oh shit, am I getting kicked out? Is it because I grabbed your Clorox wipes? Because if it is I only used to-" "no no- wait! You used my Clorox wipes?!"

"What? So your not kicking me out?" You said.
"What? No! I'm talking about something different-"

*yawn*

Sakusa looked at the living room and saw Atsumu waking up.

"Run" he whispered "what?" "I said RUN!" He yelled, pushing you up the stairs "oh?! Is y/n home?!" Atsumu yelled chasing you.

"What's he doing?!" You yelled "just run! Run!" Sakusa yelled. He pushed you in his room and locked the door. He was panting. Atsumu was banging on the door.

"FINE ALL I WANTED TO SAY WAS THAT OMI HAS A CRUSH-"

Before you could hear the rest Sakusa put his hands on your ears.

His heavy breathing and messy black hair in his vision. He looked over his shoulder the entire time trying his best not to look in your eyes.

'Don't look. Don't look. Don't look. Dammit! Atsumu your dead.' He thought. After he heard Atsumu stopped yelling he uncovered your ears.

You had a small frown. 'Omi has a...crush..?' You thought. 'What was I thinking? Of course he'd like someone else. I'm his roommate! He would never like me..' you thought.

"So.." you said, breaking the silence "you have a crush?" You asked.

His eyes widened 'DAMMIT! I wasn't fast enough!' He thought "u-uh yeah.." he admitted.

You nodded "who's the lucky girl?" You asked. "Uh it's R/N!" He said in a panic.

"Ah..Yeah, she has really pretty black hair. You would make a good couple.." you said.

"Yeah.." he said.

Silence.

Just silence.

And it wasn't the good one...

"Well, I'm pretty tired so I'm gonna go to my room k?" You said "uh yeah.." he said. You unlocked the door and saw Atsumu leaning on the wall with a smirk. "Soo-" "R/N's a lucky girl..." you said and walked back to your room.

His smirked dropped and he ran into Sakusa's room. Sakusa on the end of his bed with his face buried in his hands. "R/N? Really Omi-" "shut up, this is your fault Atsumu" he said.

"Why didn't you just tell her?" Atsumu said, "you think she'd like someone like me? No! She deserves better and I'm not gonna burden her with my problems." He said.

"You need to have some self esteem Omi" Atsumu said and walked back to his brother.

Time skip
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Here you were. Heartbroken, silent tears rolling down your cheeks as you hugged a small brown teddy bear. 'Why did I think I had a chance? I mean- she's beautiful! And I'm..just me..' you thought.

You wiped your tears and walked into your bathroom. "Ok, now! To look presentable." You said. It had been two days since that interaction with Omi. He had become a bit distant and so had you.

It was a bit awkward but you had to ignore him or else all your emotions would come flooding back.

You put on some make up and put on some nice clothes. You were gonna have lunch with Saeko and Miwa. It was really ironic. You hoped so much that they wouldn't ask you about Omi...yet you still knew they would.

You walked downstairs and saw Komori sitting on the couch. "Oh hey y/n! Where you going?" He asked "I'm having lunch with some of my girlfriends, you know!" You said.

You went to the door and opened it. Only to see Omi with his keys out "oh hey.." you said "hey..." he said.  You walked past him and walked to your car.

"Komori!" Sakusa yelled as he closed the door behind him "I'm here!" Komori yelled from the living room "where's y/n going?" Sakusa asked.

"She's having lunch with some of her friends" he said.

Sakusa nodded and went to his room. He closed the door and slid downs 'dammit Kiyoomi! Just tell her! What- no! I can't! She doesn't like me! And even if I did I already told I had my eyes set on r/n! I don't even know her!' He thought to himself.

Time skip
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You walked into the Cafe and looked around. "Y/n..!" You heard your name being called. You looked in the direction of the voice and saw Saeko and Miwa sitting in a table by a window.

You smiled and waved while you walked over to them. "Hey..!" You said quietly. "Wow.. okay what happened?" Saeko said.

"What do you mean? I'm perfectly fi-" "ah yeah I see it." Miwa said. "See what?" You asked.

"You've been crying, who was it?" Saeko said putting her hands down on the table. "How do you-"

"Ha! I knew it!" Saeko said. "So..who was it?" She said.

You sighed and put your head on the table. "I find out a couple days ago that..Sakusa has a.."

"A...?" Saeko and Miwa said.

"A crush.." you said. They both looked at eachother blinking a few times "so...? Isn't that a good thing? I mean- doesn't mean you have a chance-"

"That's the thing he likes r/n.." you said. "R/n? Who is r/n..?" Miwa said. "She's one of Sakusa's fans. She has really pretty black hair and beautiful brown eyes.." you said.

"Yeah but you have amazing h/c and beautiful e/c eyes!" Miwa said trying to hype you up. "Yeah..but.."

"But he likes her." Saeko said. "Yeah.." you said.

"That asshole! I'll kill him!" She s'aida

"No.no.no it's fine Saeko..as long as he is happy" you said. She sighed "your too nice y/n.." she said.

"Yeah but I can't be selfish and force him to like me.." you said. "What's isn't there to like?! Your beautiful! Honestly this Kiyoomi guy is blind" she said.

"Yeah.." Miwa said. "Anyways enough of my boring life! What's up with you guys..?" You asked.

"Well..." Miwa said.

"I have tickets to Argentina!"