GERM |k. sakusa x fem!reader

𝗗𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗦𝗮𝗸𝘂𝘀𝗮,

art creds: @/lickslacks on Twitter!

Dear Sakusa,
I don't know what to write, I just read your letter though, I guess I should just come out and say it.

I like you too.

I've liked you for a while now, and I don't think your a difficult person, I think your funny even if you don't mean to be. I like how you always look out for me like that one man that asked for my number at the market.

I don't know what to write, no one's ever confessed to me before and I'm not good with feelings.

I like you

But

I don't think you would be comfortable with the idea of me, I mean. I'm clingy. I'm annoying and I'm gonna bug you everyday.

I don't pushed you away.

So what I'm trying to say is are you sure you're comfortable with me?

I'm messy,

I'm moody

I'm clumsy

I get jealous easily, there are so many things about me that you still don't know. And you have your phobia, it's not a bad thing.

I just don't want to make uncomfortable. So my answer is yes. Yes I would love to be your girlfriend but let's take slow and get to know eachother more so we're comfortable with eachother.

with love,
Y/n

'Did I read that right?' Sakusa thought. He re-read the letter and went over every word. 'Y/n likes me back..'

He got up from the floor and ran to his gym bag. He opened his gym bag and took out his phone running into the bathroom.

"Hello?" Atsumu's voice was heard from the phone "she likes me" Sakusa said "who-" "wait- y/n?!" Atsumu said "see~ I told you she'll like you back!"

"What do I do now?!" Sakusa said "what do you do? I don't know? Ask her out or something" he said.

Sakusa groaned "c'mon, I need your help Atsumu and your not really helping me here" Sakusa said. "Sorry, but remember I'm not very good at this love thing you have going on with y/n" Atsumu said.

"Well what do I do now?!" Sakusa said "ask her out! If she already likes you back then all you have to do is start dating" Atsumu said.

"I've never dated anyone before Atsumu" Sakusa said.

"what-" Atsumu "you've never dated anyone?!" Atsumu yelled "well, yeah, the idea of a girlfriend always grossed me out" Sakusa said.

"Well here's what you do" Atsumu said "you knock on her door and ask her out. Simply"

"Simply for you, what do I even say?" Sakusa asked "
'hey y/n, wanna go out?' Like that" Atsumu said.

"I don't talk like that, she'll think I'm uncomfortable"

"What do you talk like then?" Atsumu asked "I don't know, formal? It's the way I talk I wouldn't know" Sakusa said "alright then, 'y/n would you like to join me to dinner?'" Atsumu said, with a British accent.

"No" Sakusa said "I don't know man, just ask her out- wait, I've got it!" Atsumu said. A lightbulb lit up above his head.

"Be in-direct" Atsumu said "in-direct?" Sakusa questioned.

"Yeah, like 'hey y/n can you help me with this.. or Komori can I steal y/n from you for a second' like that!" Atsumu said. "It's.. not bad" Sakusa said.

"Okay great, now I have to help Samu with some things so I'll call you back, make sure to ask her out!" Atsumu said and hung up.

Sakusa sighed and stood up from the bathroom floor. He looked into the mirror "I need a shower" he said to himself.

He turned the shower on and took out a pair of pajamas.

—
'Ahhhh! I gave him the letter, I have him the letter, I have him the letter! What do I do know?! Should I talk to him or-' your train of thought was cut off when you heard Sakusa run up the stairs.

'He sounds excited, is my letter good enough? I mean his letter was longer and I was just using big words to sound smart, I should've never skipped English..' you thought.

You stood and walked to your laptop. You opened YouTube and decided to take your mind off of things for a little.

You watched a few shows on Netflix and some movies and in the end you were left in your bed at
2 AM.

You sighed "I should go to bed" you yawned. 'Sakusa didn't talk to me, not even a text.. maybe it was a joke? Did he mean everything in the letter?' You thought. 'Maybe his ignoring me-'

Your phone lit up.

You closed your eyes at the brightness of the screen and opened them after a few seconds. The first thing on the screen.

From Omi:
I'm not ignoring you.

'So he's not ignoring me..' you thought.

To Omi:
Neither am I

You texted and turned off your phone.

You turned over and hugged your pillow looking at your closed window. "How long will it take for you to ask me out Omi.." you whispered.

—

'I won't take long, I just need some time to figure this out y/n.. just wait for me..' he thought as he laid in bed.

'Ugh I should've never done this, it's too stressful' he thought. He looked at the pictures on his desk.

Trophies, medals, family pictures, team pictures

'Maybe she'll be up there one day..' he thought, his eyes getting heavy.

He turned away from his desk and fell quickly asleep.

—
' I'll wait Omi.. I know this is new to you, it is for me too but.. I really do like you' you thought and fell asleep.