Broken love

😥Our Past😪

JJ's POV:

They say in order to forget the past you can't hate the person or thing your trying to forget but that's not true. I made her hate me and she walked away, she forgot about anything we ever were, while I'm sitting here thinking of everything we could of been.

Cameron's POV:

He hurt me and hurt me and didn't stop until I was broken. It came out of nowhere. We were best friends (and kinda more) and he did the thing that broke me the most. He fucked my ex-best friend and as if that wasn't enough he said he hated me and wanted nothing to do with me. He wanted me to forget him and not to wait on him because he wasn't coming back. I can't help but think of the quote "Past is the past they say... but it's hard to forget when it constantly haunts you. While you are trying to do better..." The only part of this quote I would change is, he doesn't haunt me. No, he wouldn't do that he would rather me sit here and wish were still what we used to be.

Flashback to 3 years before (2018):

"What the fuck is going on in here?" Cameron had just walked in on JJ, her best friend and boyfriend, fucking her best friend, Josselyn.

"What the fuck do you think?" Josselyn snapped.

"Josselyn go the fuck home," JJ said in a calm voice "we'll talk later" and gave a look like 'you better listen to me'.

"Fine." Josselyn said stubbornly.

After she left JJ and Cameron sat in the living room to talk about what had just happened.

"Look were friends and nothing more you know that and I know that. You can't get mad when I am talking or in this case fucking other girls." He said matter-of-a-factually.

"But I thought-" Her eyes were threatening tears.

"Well you obviously thought wrong." He interrupted "Anyway I had to talk to about something else."

"Whats up?" She was trying to be understanding but he was being uncharacteristically harsh (well he was usually harsh but not to her she got the real him while everyone else got the I'm so tough side).

"Were done, I'm done. When you leave my house today don't come back and don't wait on me to come to you. You need to forget me because I'm definitely going to forget you." He made the mistake of pausing to take a breath.

"What did I do?" She was full on crying now.

He had to look away to force himself not to hold her in his arms. "All you have been is a bitch these last couple days. And I'm done. I want nothing to do with you anymore."

"What?! I have only been nice to you. You just fucked my best friend and I'm sitting here being understanding even though I don't understand why you had to do it." She was yelling at him now and he wanted all of it. He wanted her to yell at him get him angry so it was easier for him to blow up at him.

"Fuck you okay I'm done. I hate you along with your perfect ass rich ass family." He knew that one was going to hurt because she hated it when people brought up the money she has.

"That's what this is about? Your mad about the money I have that you don't have? Wow fuck you. I'm out of here." He knew that wasn't going to be enough, he knew she would be back tomorrow but he would have to keep his promise. He would make her hate him so she could forget him and move on because like her dad had said he was dangerous and wouldn't be able to protect her.

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Hey guys so what did you think of the first chapter? I tried to give you as much background as possible without giving everything away. Hope you enjoyed! Let me know what you think and don't forget to comment.