Broken love

🤦‍♀️Mistakes🤦‍♀️

It has been two weeks since he told me he didn't want me. To say I'm heartbroken would be an understatement. I love, no loved, him and it wasn't good enough. My dad isn't going to be home for another two weeks so I decided to stay in bed and skip school faking school notes. On the third day of my dad being gone and me missing school someone knocked on my door. It couldn't of been my friends because they all just left an hour ago.

"I'm sick go away." I know it was rude but what am I supposed to do huh? 

After about two minutes I heard the front door open and then close. Someone walked up the stairs and opened the door. I put on my 'I'm sick face' but it was replaced with shock when I looked up to see Jaden standing there with tears in his eyes.

"I had nowhere else to go." Was all he said before walking over and wrapping his arms around my waist. I knew this by heart, him and his dad get into a fight and he comes running here. Before we would go to bed he would fuck all his feelings out through me and then would sneak out before he snuck out the next morning.

I looked up expecting to see lust in his eyes but all I saw was pain. "want to talk about it?" I didn't expect him to say yes but I did want to put the offer out. "He said he would kill her. He said he would kill my mom if I didn't do his drug deal. The problem is, is that he now knows I know she's already dead." He paused so I took the moment to ask the question that shot to mind "Your mom died?" I had to ask but I should have said it in a lighter way. Guilt shot across my face but he waved the question off " He killed her when I was five. He tells me she left but I watched him kill her. He says he's gonna kill her because he thinks I want to meet her." 

"So wait basically he saying he is going to kill her even though he already did just to get you to do what he wants?" I was so confused I know his dad sucked but I didn't know he was that bad.

"Wait if you already knew why are you so upset." I know that question set him off by the way his eyes looked everywhere but mine and the pain showed more then anything else.

"I just came to tell you I'm leaving town." WHAT?!?!?!

"Wait so you come back and feed me a little hope just to tell me your leaving? FINE LEAVE BUT THIS TIME DON'T COME BACK!!!!!" I know I didn't mean it but I had to get my anger out. I had to fight myself to look into his eyes, and that's when I realized I just hurt him in a way he could never hurt me. I gave up on him. The tears filled his eyes in no time, but through them the nager couldn't be hidden. "I'm leaving you 'cause he was gonna kill you. You know what why stop him?" Before I could think about what just happened he was out and his tires were squeaking away on the road. Then I did the thing I swore I was done doing, I broke the fuck down.