random thoughts ; series one

grow & bloom

flowers. well for some kids — flower can be defined as a cute pretty living thing. it can also be drawn as a design — and somewhat decorate it to some fun activities in school.

but what about life? flowers are a bit deep in terms of that — which makes it symbolize bloom and warmth.

life isn't just as easy as you thought it would be. everyday, you face different struggles, different people, different personalities, and a different you.

different you — hmm. like a flower, let's just say a flower can be separated into many many types. like roses, tulips, sunflowers and etc. same as you. you can be separated based on how people see you as.

people can see you in their own perspective which you wouldn't really know. there's this really weird thing that if you ask them to say the truth and they did, you would never believe them and like doubt them.

while on the other side, you don't ask them because you're afraid on what will they say. instead, you just overthink and just believe that mindset you have.

i know, some people really likes to judge. like how they judge flowers, the same as how they judge the same human being as them. it's like when you look at a flower and you see that it's going to rot — you would say it's "ugly" and not really good, right? yeah, they kinda do the same to us, their own kind.

your outside appearance doesn't really define you. that's the problem as of today's generation. they learn to see things as they also learn on how to judge.

they say, it's okay to judge because it's your own opinion. well yes, you're kinda telling the truth. but have you ever considered the others' feelings?

if you know how she/he is, then you would've tried to adjust yourself so that she can't be destroyed. some also said that they don't want to see their loved ones hurting — but they're the main reason of why are they hurting but that hard part is that — they don't know.

we're kinda good at hiding. really. people tend to hide it because they don't want to be a burden or they want to fix it by themselves because they can. but, the real deal is that, they don't want to tell them is because they don't want the other person to be hurt too.

it's like, "it's fine that i'm the only one hurting. the important thing that it's not you who's hurting." that really sucks, and you'll blame yourself for everything that happened.

it's not always you — a reason on why bad things happened. no. there's always a reason for everything.

how a flower grows? for each type, they have different seeds, different ways on how to grow.

in humans, a problem grows because of its seeds. the seeds which are called the cause. and the causes to all of your problems are different. your problems are not really the same at all. so why would it have the same seed?

you learn, because you grow. you plant, because you want to live. you live, because you see that someone is waiting for you.

and that someone is ready to hold you tight and care for you so dearly even when you rot and get old.

the thing is — the care and love that someone has for you — never fades and never grows old.

so, if you're a flower — you're special.

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