After the movies Natalie wanted to go home but I wanted to tell her about the dream and ask her where was she this morning .
"Con where are we going?" "You didn't eat breakfast and I didn't either so let's go eat some lunch." She didn't argue because shortly after her stomach started to make noises and I laughed. She smile and can I say that it made my day so much better, "Are you okay?" I asked once we got off and walked into ihop. "Why you ask?" "You been acting strangly ever since this morning." "Oh that." There it goes again I hate when she says 'Oh' it's just like she gets bored of me and doesn't want to talk or wants me away from her.
We were at the table and we were ordering when the girl left Natalie quickly asked for a cup of water and then she took out some pills and drowned them down. "What was that?" "Pain killers." "I mean why are you taking medicine if you are okay." "Conner I think we need to go if you want we can order everything to go and we can go to the house." "Natalie, we will be going back home in a few days and we will go back home meaning school and that is something you will be into and it might be less time with each other." "Conner don't say that I will always have time for my boyfriend the guy that saved me from my abusive ex."
NATALIE P.O.V
"So why are you hiding secrets from me?"
I knew I had to tell him but what if he left me if he knew he would waist his time with someone that won't go far with him. Some one that is destine to die anytime, I couldn't bare my self to do that I just can't. The whole time we were eating we didn't speak, well I didn't he tried to make small talk and all but I couldn't bare to speak.
We were getting on the car about to leave when again he asked, "Natalie what are you hiding from me?" It ticked me off that I blew up on him. "YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I AM HIDING, BUT ANSWER ME THIS QUESTION WHY ARE YOU WASTING YOUR TIME WITH SOMEONE THAT IS SICK AND IS DESTINE TO DIE ANYTIME. WHERE WAS I THIS MORNING WELL I WAS AT THE DOCTOR, DR. KING TOLD ME THAT THEY COULDN'T DO NOTHING BUT I HAD TO KEEP TAKING MY MEDICATION AND THAT SERVERE PAIN WILL COME TO ME AND THAT I MIGHT DIE. SO I ASK AGAIN. WHY ARE YOU WAISTING YOUR TIME?" I was crying and he pulled me to him so I was sitting on his lap, he pushed my hair behind my ear and left small kisses on my temples. "I am not waisting my time. I am loving you and I am here with you and about your illness I'll be with you the whole way through." "But what will happen if I die?" "Don't say that because I wouldn't allow that to happen." I felt a tear drop on my forehead and I knew he was crying. "Con I am sorry." "No its okay you had the right to yell at me you must be tired from stressing and all so we should head home." With that I was back at my seat.
I was in my room when there was a knock, "Come in." Jason and Brian came in with bags of junk food, "We heard what happend." "Oh." "No, Natalie we each know you and when you say 'Oh' all you are doing is pushing us out." They were right, I started to cry and they came to my side. "What am I going to do? You two know my condition and now they don't know what to do. I heard that a doctor from England is going to come and check me, but I might die and I'll go up with Tommy." "Don't say that you're not going no where okay." I nodded and then they started to do the most random things and made me laugh and then Con came into the room and I apoligize and he stayed with us in the room and we ended up watching movies.
