Perry's POV
I heard voices surround me. I slowly opened my eyes to have bright light flood in.
"Fuck" I muttered bringing my arm up to my eyes to try and block out the light.
"Oh, sorry. Chris turn the lights off!" I heard a man say.
The light went to my eyes pleasure and I fully opened them. White was everywhere.
I lifted my arms. They felt heavy. I looked at them in horror.
Wierd wires were attached and bandages were wrapped tightly round them.
I looked up to find six guys surrounding me. Not just six guys..... MIW
Josh and Devin were holding my hands. I was confused. Why am I here. Then the memory flooded back.
Oh god I never meant to cut that deep! Shit!
I looked over at Josh who just looked at me sadly.
"How are you feeling?" He smiled sadly.
"I'm fine" I replied blankly.
"When do I get out?" I asked trying to fill the awkwardness in the air.
"Maybe today, maybe tomorrow. Depends on what the doctor thinks." Devin said. I turned to him and met his eyes. I quickly looked away feeling guilty and unworthy of his attention.
"What about the tour?"I questioned.
"Once your our we are gonna go there we will probably just miss a day so it's ok" Chris explained.
I nodded, still trying to fully wake up.
"Can I speak to Perry alone please." Devin asked. My breathing stopped. I'm so scared what he's gonna say.
Everyone nodded and walked out of the room.
Before Josh left I called him over.
"Will you get me something to eat, Im hungry." He nodded and walked out.
I turned to Devin, but looked at my hands. I couldn't look at him.
"Why?" He asked quietly.
I felt tears pick my eyes.
"I don't know....I didn't mean to im sorry Devin. .. really" I said quietly as well. My voice cracking as tears spilled from my eyes.
He sighed, reaching for my hand. He grabbed hold of it, bringing it towards his mouth. He kissed my hand and held it at his face.
"I'm sorry it won't happen again I promise" I cried. He suddenly grabbed my face, pulling it towards his as he leaned forward. His lips pressed onto mine.
As we kissed I brought my hands up, cupping his face. We made out for what seemed like so long. I didn't want to end,but we had to pull away for air. He rested his forehead on mine, looking into my eyes.
"I forgive you" he whispered,pecking my lips. A smile grew on on my lips. I was so relieved and happy. I think I honestly love Devin.
Josh came back in with my food.
I smiled as he placed it on my lap.
There was a chicken sandwich with a naked juice.
"Thank youuuuuuu!" I sang as he chuckled at me.
There was a knock at the door. I looked over to the door to see Ricky.
I motioned, with my head, for him to come over. I looked towards Devin and Josh.
"Can I speak to Ricky alone please" I smiled slightly.
Josh smiled and walked out of the room, whereas Devin was more hesitant. But he finally stood up.
He looked over to Ricky, then suddenly grabbed my face and kissed me. I was taken back at first, but realised what he was doing.
I looked at him with a 'really?' look. He walked out.
Ricky took Devin's place and faced me.
"I'm sorry" he muttered quietly.
"It's ok, I was to blame anyway. I shouldn't of kissed you" I replied.
"I shouldn't of told you that I'm in love with!" He said angrily before storming out. I looked down at my lap guiltily.
Ricky's POV
I stormed out,tears brimming my eyes. It hurt so much to hear her say that. That kiss meant everything to me but probably meant nothing to her!
I'm never going to have her heart and I have to accept it.
I went back to the hotel we were staying at, going up to my room.
I have to move on.
Hey so I was thinking that maybe this should just be a Devin fan fic as Ricky is going nowhere
This will be the new cover hope you like it
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-Ella ❤
