Can you feel my heart

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Devin's POV

I wake up to quiet talking emitting from the main area. They wasn't really trying to be quiet because I heard a few louder words.

I get up and grab my skinnies and The Cure top. We were performing today.

I walked into he bathroom and got dressed. I brushed teeth then started on my makeup.

Once finished I walked into the main room. There was still hushed speaking. I heard my name and instantly stopped outside the door.

I decided to listen.

Chris' POV

"I knew Devin used to,but I thought he had stopped" Ryan said.

"We shouldn't of been so hard on him. All of us had turned against him no wonder why he did it"

I said,sadly.

" Anyway you guys do not say anything about it to Devin, okay" They all nodded. I stood up and walked off the bus. I was meeting up with Kuza today; I haven't seen him in ages.

Devin's POV

I heard someone walk off the bus after the conversation. I walked into the room, pretending I hadn't heard anything.

I walked to the fridge grabbing a rock star. Sitting down,the guys turned to me.

"We're sorry for being so hard on you. We should of let you explain"

Balz said, looking at me sympathetically.

Are they only apologising because I've started cutting? Seriously?

I decided to forgive them because I want my friends back.

"It's ok" I smiled. They sighed in relief and smiled.

Perry had walked in and sat down next to me.

" So what are we doing today?" She asked eagerly. She wore a Slipknot tank with purple ripped skinnies. Her hair cascaded down her back in waves. She looked gorgeous.

I hadn't realised I had been staring at her until she snapped me out of it.

"Devin, you okay?" She giggled.

"Oh-ugh- y-yeh I'm fine" I stuttered,staring into her eyes.

She nodded slowly, staring back into my eyes.

Perry's POV

I looked away and up at the other guys.

"We've got another show today" Ricky said.

I nodded and stood up.

"What time?" I asked.

"In half an hour" Ricky replied standing up with me.

"Bring me the horizon are playing if you want to come?" Ricky asked.

I smiled, I love BMTH!

"YES!" I ran off the bus, grabbing my phone on the way.

I stood outside, anxiously waiting for Ricky. He came out and smiled at me.

I grabbed his hand and ran towards BMTH, pulling him with me.

We were both out of breath and laughing so hard when we got there. They were just starting, so I drug him to the front. Yes we were squished, but we had the best view.

We sang along and I got lifted up and crowd surfed.

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BMTH had finished and I got put down. I walked to the front in hopes to fund Ricky.

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