You changed everything for me.

"Screwed"

"But I'm a mess"
"Then be my mess"

Olivias POV

"You told me you didn't want any bloody distractions" he looked at me with angry eyes "It wasn't my choice!", " you think I would've given up on you that easily?" I felt my blood boiling "well it fucking seemed like it!", his expression softened "Olivia Lynn Posey I love you I've always fucking loved you and I will always fucking love you" he steps closer to me and cups my cheek "I'm in love with you I've always been in love with you and I'm sorry it took me so long to figure it out" It looks as if he is about to start crying, "Im scared love, Im scared of everything" I felt my face start to heat up and A single tear fell from my eyes, I stood on my tip toes and kissed his soft lips "Enzo please promise me your going to stay this time" he looked into my brown eyes and smirked "I don't think I could ever leave you again".
That's all it took for me to come back to
Him and I don't regret it because I'm
In love with this man, I'm in love with
His green eyes and curly brown hair
And the way his dimples show when he laughs, I love him, He's mine and will always be mine.

Ophelias POV

I quickly throw on sweatpants and run out my dorm and through the common room to find Olivia. As I'm running down the corridors looking in every Nook and cranny of this magical place to find my best friend I realize I forgot to put on bloody shoes. I didn't have time, I have to find fucking Olivia and ask her why the hell Lorenzo Berkshire wants her to come to his damn dorm and why he sent his beautiful yet very rude cousin to tell me to tell her to come and see him. As I'm running I collide with someone, I look up and see Olivia on the the opposite side of me "OPHELIA GUESS WHAT". "it better be what I want to fucking hear!" She looks at me with confused eyes "what are you talking about", "Enzo sent his cunt of a cousin to tell me to tell YOU to come to his dorm tonight, but I'm confused because you and Enzo are over" she immediately looks at the ground "you and Enzo are over right?" She looks up at me and smiles " we were but he came to my dorm and explained everything to me, his dad didn't want him to be with a half blood and he didn't wanna upset his father but he said he couldn't stay away from me, from us so he asked to try again!" I smiley softy "liv that's great" I pull her into a tight embrace "although I don't know why he told Malfoy to come to your dorm" she said with a confused look "yea me fucking either!" She chuckles and grabs my hand and starts pulling me towards the slytherin common room "where are we going?" I ask "if I'm going to Enzos dorm tonight you are coming with me, but you aren't looking like that and god knows you don't have cute enough clothes for a occasion like this" she's says with the biggest grin on her face and sarcasm in her voice, I slap her shoulder playfully as she drags me towards her dorm.

"Here" she says as she throws a pair of black spandex shorts at me "Livy is this really necessary, I mean I'm not trying to impress anyone" internally I think of Draco and how I do want to impress him, Instead of scare him. she turns towards me and smiles "If Malfoy is going to be there you WILL be looking your best" I scoff "why it's just Malfoy?" She throws a oversized slytherin sweater towards me " because do you know how fucking cool it would be if I was with Enzo and you were with Draco!" I take off my sweats and pull her spandex over my bum and they fall right back down to my ankles. it breaks my heart. I started losing weight the summer before my 4th year. I was 150lbs at the start of summer I got down to 115 when I started as a 4th year student. I maintained that whole year. I wasnt not eating, I just wasnt eating a lot. I was eating healthier options and I cut out sugar and I worked out for at least a hour and a half a day. I wasn't necessarily trying to lose a bunch of weight or be super skinny. My appite just kinda faded and I started focusing a lot on how my body looked. Eventually I wanted it to be perfect. When I got home this past summer, I got really sad again. This time was different. I cut out food completely. I started purging and when I did eat I would be taking 50+ laxative, and making myself throw up. I went from working out a hour and a half a day to two and a half hours a day + walking 10,000 steps additionally to what I was already walking in a day with tracking. I weighed myself almost a month ago. The scale said 80lbs. I felt accomplished. Like I was finally doing something right. I lost 70lbs in total, and Im very happy about that. I know it hurts Olivia but I have no interest in getting better. Not even for her. "Opheila?" My head snaps up from my ankles to Olivias face. She looks heart broken. Before she can get a word out I say harshly "I don't wanna talk about it." she nobs slowly. I quickly grab my sweats and put them back on and tell her softly  trying to change the subject "Olivia you know I don't do the whole love thing it just isn't me" she turns around and helps me take my quidditch sweater off "lia it's been a year and a half, don't you think you should start living again, she would want you to live" I pull the slytherin sweater over my tiny body as I feel my face start to redden "Olivia I'm not ready." She gives me a fake smile "okay I'm sorry" she goes too the back of her closet and pulls out two unopened bottles of Fire whiskey "where the bloody hell did you get those!" She chuckles as she hands me one "brought them from home thought we could put them to good use" she grabs my empty hand and drags me towards the door "wait you aren't changing?" She laughs "I look great already why would I change" she flips her light brown hair and smirks "fair enough" I say as we walk out her dorm.