Let's fight

Break me down: part2

But I couldn't help myself from smiling, I want to look up. To see what kinda face he's making, maybe if I keep going I'll see something nice. I bite my lip and slowly look up and I'm met with such a delicious scene. The look on his face excites me. It's as if he's telling me, when he gets me alone, haha just I wait. Suddenly I feel a hotness spread through my body and I zone out. I look back down and squeal a little.  "Rena is everything ok?", I hear the nurse ask but I don't answer.  "Rena she asked you a question", ahh there it is again, that voice...I wanna hear it more. I keep my head down until I hear "~Rena look.up.now~", with those word my body moves and I look up. Oh but not at him, that'd be to easy. Somehow I just now that that's what he wants and that's not what I want.

       So I look over at the nurse and oh my, the blush on her. It was kinda funny until I realized I must be making a face to make her blush. Which causes me to get embarrassed .
I look down and tug on Corey's shirt "is-is my mom coming yet?". I ask stuttering a little, he gently pats my head and says yes. As he pats me I kinda melt in his touch, leaning into his hand. Purring a little like a kitten, I slowly close my eyes and find myself nibbling on his fingers. At first I didn't notice, all it was to me was calming. The feeling of playfulness that I felt briefly before, was now much stronger. And the more he played along the more I wanted...no needed to do. So I nibble on his fingers and make little squeaky noises. Blushing a little out of embarrassment but not really caring. Until I hear him giggle "hehe how cute" he says pulling his fingers away.

I look up at him whimpering a little "oh now don't pout love, it's ok". Corey says as he rubs my cheek, a-ahh I didn't even realize I was pouting. "Seems like you're in sub space ha", his hand goes from my cheek to my neck. Down my covered arms to my hand, that he bring to his lips and places a kiss. And I know I shouldn't be this calm, that I should be freakin the hell out. But I'm to high of the feeling of being safe, cared for, and variable.  At this moment I rather don't care what happens, as long as he's here...wait..NO, snap out of it focus .
I take deep breaths and pull away, w-what was that? S-sub space..what the hell!
I start to internally panic at how stupid I was letting go for that long.
I look around and scatter to my feet, reaching into my pocket and I call Beck.
"Beck, where are you I really need help right...", before I could finish a sharp pain hits me. I glance behind me and oh..the look of hurt on his face was to much. Why is sad? I should be sad and angry not him! I storm over to him fully prepared to yell. But when I open my mouth, in a whinny tone I say. "Don't be sad stupid", he chuckles a little and sighs. I crouch down at his side and poke him. I-i uhhhhhhh, I don't even know anymore. "You confuse me you know that? You tease me, let down your guard. But not before yelling or getting angry at me. Now I do admit our first meeting wasn't ideal but still". As he talks I slowly block him out and all I can think about is..I wanna play, I really wanna play. I start to bounce a little poking him over and over again.  Letting that rush come back up"sir, sir, sir". I keep poking him harder and harder until he pulls me up. Places me on his lap and gives me this sturn look." ~Stop~", mmm the very sound, the chang in his voice send me on a high that I never wanna get down from. It only makes me curious what it would feel like if we...
I trail of in thoughts of ...desire, as I do I feel his hands lightly press against my neck. I look up and the moment his eyes lock with mine I swear I almost came. What the fuck is this feeling?
He's only barely touching me yet I'm like this. I close my legs a little hoping desperately he doesn't, notice the wet spot forming on my pants.
As I start to get lost in the feeling I hear "Ren!?". I hear beck call out to me, I glance over and see them painting at the door way. I fall onto corey, clinging to him. I'm so out of it that it took my awhile to realize. The nurse was gone and beck was full blown glaring at Corey. Wait why are they glaring at him? "~grrr~" I let out a low growl as I glar at beck. Which shocks both corey and beck, I don't care though, how dare he glar at ma-Corey.

             "Hey, ren it's ok what's wrong, you called me remember?", beck say slowly approaching me. Croaching down a little to calm me I guess.  As they do, Corey rubs circles in my back .
Oh yeah I did call them, I look down at the now sitting beck. "Ye-yeah I was confused", "about what?", "why I feel like this...". I start to trail off again and my mind starts to go blink. I cling to Corey and breath him in. When is my mom coming?

~srry this is shorter then the last one but I have school and a whole life sadly soooo this is it for now~