Let's fight

Getting to know each other ~

- Most of the songs in here are gonna be switched up a little bit-

I wake up with my body feeling heavy and all sweaty.
I roll over and push myself out of bed and get ready for school. I skip breakfast and wait outside for beck. Once they get here I hop in and pop in my earphones. The whole time I ignore them, not because I'm mad at them but cause I just can't right now.

We drive up to the school and I quickly walk to class. I look forward and focus, it's much harder then you think. Because, he's sitting right next to me and it's taking my everything not to look.
I force my wondering eye's forward. Today we're larning all about our secondary genders. Guess I didn't have to do much research last night then since we get a recap. He tells us how there are two secondary genders, submissive and dominant. How thoses in between are called ordinary's and they aren't affected by their instincts like the others. I mostly listened to the info for the submissive's and the rare ones that are power switches. To be honest, it made me a little worried.
I listen then soon drift off until I hear "ok now, you're gonna pair up with the person next to you. This will give you some insight as to what it's like in a power dynamic relationship. Of which you may one day get into".

My hands start to shake and I start getting anxious. What the... I let my mind wonder into a dark place , when suddenly. I feel a hand on my shoulder that made me a little scared but calm at the same time.
I look over and see Corey with his hand up looking a little hurt. "Hey, can we switch partners? They don't seem comfortable with me.." his words drift off as he speaks. A sharp pain hits me in my chest and tug on his sleeve. " It's fine...really" when I say this he sits down.

Through out class I tried to distract myself but God it was hard. Everything around me was screaming for me to sin right then and there in the classroom.
I bite my lip and put in my earphones, I let my playlist play. Then corey taps my shoulder since class ended. And right as I turn to look at him the song baby starts playing....see what I mean-
I start getting hot and a little shakey but I make it to my next class without him. I was fine...no the feeling I had balling up inside me was bearable without him near me. But the feeling alone wasn't enough.

I needed more, a hunger I've never felt before needed to be satisfied. Once lunch comes around, I find myself looking for him. It's not like I was desperate to talk to him or anything. It's just that I bet he'll be happy to see me....that's it! I'm blessing him with my time! I try to convince myself that at least as I sit down at my usual table. I start talking to beck about the new song revamperd that I was listening to. It was honestly good and I can't stop listening to it. As we talk I start to forget all about the feeling I had before.

- ok ik this is pretty short and I probably will add more to this but here ya go -