The razor's edge

Chapter 1

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My name is Erron Lawton. I was born on August 29, 1992 y. I was a son of a buisnessman and an accountant. I have older brother – but I was never really talking with him. To be honest – I never felt related to my family. Well – at least to one precise moment. But first – my earliest memories....

The first thing I remember from my childhood was when I was at the age of 4 and I was playing in the living room. I felt tired, so I decided to go to sleep. But I was so tired that I felt asleep on stairs. After few minutes, my, now dead, grandmother decided to carry me to bed. But she was already really weak back then and she couldn't hold me in her hands. So she called my mother to come there and carry me to my bed. And then I felt my mother's warm – the first from two I've felt in my entire life from her. After few seconds she carried me to my bed and kissed my forehead. And then... everything went black...

After that, I remember when I went to kindergarten at the age of 5. I was a really scrawny kid. Teachers there had a problem to hold me. I was so innocent. I didn't realise the situation in my house. I was just a small, happy kid that enjoyed every moment in my life.

I had few friends back then... we were doing everything together: drawing, playing in some games and we even were organising some kind of contest. What that was? Well... let's just say it was kind of athletic but in kindergarten. We enjoyed it so much. It was hard to divide our small group. Me, my friend Jayce, my another friend Shenny. We were called: „The Bangers.". I still have no clue why they gave us that name of the group.

Later – to our kindergarten joined little girl with fox ears. We were surprised on the beginning – but after few days, we didn't care 'bout that very much. Her name was Ahri. She was a happy girl with blond hair, cute fox ears and pink skirt. On the beginning – Shenny and I didn't want to talk to her... ya know – boys don't like girls in kindergarten. But Jayce was so stubborn 'bout that topic that one day we decided to talk to her. She and I made an quick eye contact: her nearly gold eyes were so beautiful. Shenny didn't like her that much but he tolerated her. Meanwhile me and Jayce were so charmed by her. We could never stop talkin' with each other.

Well... it didn't took long for us to go to primary school. We all ended in one class... I was so happy in that moment. But at that time – I started to feel that there's something wrong happening in my house. My grandmother died and my mother was a bit depressed. I remember one particular talk with her after school:

„Mommy, where is granny?" – I asked in a sad tone.

„... In a better place my son. Do you remember her visit on your 5 birthday?"

„I do mommy! She looked like she was flying!" – I replied with joy, I don't know why.

„*sob* Do you remember it Erron? *sob* Oh sweetie..."

She embraced me and pulled into hug. In that moment – I understood everything. My granny... the person that really loved me... passed. I was sad for about 2 weeks. Shenny and Jayce tried to cheer me up and ask me what exactly happened but I felt that only Ahri could understand me. So one day I decided to talk with her in four eyes.

„What happened Erron? You look awful..." – started Ahri.

„I know... can I tell you something...?" – I replied with a tear in a corner of my eye.

„Of course you can silly!" She answered with joy but she quickly saw a tear in a corner of my eye. „Umm... are you okay?"

In that moment.... I started to cry. I was so sad that my grandmother passed away. She really loved me. She was the only person I could talk to. I never had a common languange with my mother, even in my early age.

*sob* „I-I miss my grandmother Ahri. She... she..." – I couldn't find words. I was crying so much back then. Never again in my life I have felt so sad and useless.

„What happened?! Erron please! Tell me!" – Ahri pressured me. I was now crying in my hands. I covered my face.

„S-s-she d-d-died...." The awwkard silence filled a place where we were. Then I felt her hugging me tightly.

„It's okay... just don't cry.. Please...." Ahri had tears in her eyes.

We were both hugging each other for something that felt like hours. From that day on, we were individable. We were always sitting with each other in school, we often talked 'bout many topics. She became my close friend. But since my 9 birthday – we were closer than before.

I mean – the situation in my house became bad. My father was beating me physically and mentally and my mother had no mercy from him too. I was so scared of him. Ahri always managed to cheer me up somehow. She became a person to whom I could just ran away from my problems. Since then... I had emotional problems. Additionaly – they started to bully me at school. Not only me – Jayce and Shenny got a few scars because of the bullies. Ahri was always the first person to help me. I trusted her. That was somethin' I would regret in a future... but for now my boy... It's the end of my today story

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„Whaaaat? But Mr. Lawton! I want to hear more!" – said Mag with clear unhappiness in his voice.

„No my boy. You should go back to your home. You can come tommorow. Ahri will be here probably because she's free for a few days.."

Erron then looked on his phone to check the hour. „7:15 am. How edgy my Foxy... how edgy" – thought Erron. After few seconds, he heard unlocking of the door and Ahri opened them. She looked... astonishing. Mag looked at her in amusement. She then walked into a house to put down her bags with clothes.

„Sooo... how it went my Foxy?" – asked Erron hugging his love.

„It went great my little Erron. Maybeee... a reward for my comeback?" – She giggled.

„Yes ma'am. Your reward.."

He leaned then and kissed her in the mouth. They were kissing passionately for about 30 seconds until Mag reminded them 'bout his presence.

„Umm... mr. Deadshot? So... can I come tomorrow?"

Erron looked at him with his eyes full of mercy. He suddenly started to laugh.

„Did I say something wrong...?" – asked Mag clearly confused.

„What do you think Foxy? Shall we invite our guest once again...?" – he asked Ahri with a smirk on his face.

„Mmmm... I like Mag so yes Deadyshotty *giggle*."

„Ugh... I'm gonna kill Akali someday I swear..." His voice then started to sound a bit annoyed.

„Weeeeell.... I love you too my boy." – she leaned and kissed him again. „And Mag... you can come here tomorrow.."

„Yay! Thank you so much Ahri!" He suddenly jumped to her and hugged her tightly. Ahri was surprised by his action but she hugged him back.

„Okay, okay enough. Go back to home kid. Don't get lose" – said Erron with a smile on his face.

„But come on! I'm 21 sir! It isn't possible for me to get lost."

Erron smiled again.

„In age you are 21... mentally.. maybe 16. Hah."

Mag felt embarrased. He knew that Erron has a harsh languange sometimes. He took his things and he left Erron's house with hope. He was determined to know everything about him. And with this promise, he went back to his and Kai'sa flat...