Chase me or lose me (Jaemin)

2.4 Never Wanted me Here

I go back to the first room and as I open the door, I see her. I see her standing right in front of me, after so many days, months and years.

Y/n: Souji? Is that you?

Souji: Y/n…. Y/n?!

Y/n: Its me, your childhood best friend Y/n

Souji: *asks the client to go out*

Y/n: I tried to call you today-

Souji: I know, I hang up the phone

Y/n: what? Why?

Souji: I don’t want to see you anymore or do anything that includes you

Souji: Ran away without saying a single word to me

Y/n: me running away was because of family

Souji: you ran away, that’s the only thing you know how to do!

Y/n: I know it was wrong of me to leave you and the rest, but I did it for your own good

Souji: MY OWN GOOD!? When you left everyone was BROKEN!! *slams the table*

Souji: MY PARENTS STOPPED SMILING FOR A WHILE! ME AND JENO BROKE UP BECAUSE OF ALL THE FIGHTS WE HAD ABOUT YOU!!

Y/n: I didn’t know that *looks away*

Souji: you know all you did was to hurt us, that’s why you can’t look me in the eye

Y/n: I know I made mistakes, that’s what makes me human

Souji: HOW MANY MISTAKES WILL YOU MAKE?!

Y/n: I am sorry! I never meant to hurt you! *takes Souji's hand*

Souji: get out of my face! I disgust myself, when I think of us together

Y/n: isn’t that going too far *starts crying* I know I-

Souji: Oh God You know and know but you never change *Pushes Y/n away*

Woojin: Y/n? are you okay? I can hear screaming from the front *picks Y/n up*

Y/n: Woojin this is Souji *cries*

Woojin: what did you say to Y/n?! do you know how much she wanted to see you

Y/n: leave it Woojin, she disgusts me

Woojin: *pulls Y/n into a hug* come here

Jeno: *opens the door* Excuse me is the room-

Jeno: Souji? Y/n? strange guy?

Y/n: Oh my god, Jeno *wipes her tears*

Jeno: it’s been a long while! *hugs Y/n*

Souji: *looks mad*

Jeno: why is my boo crying?

Y/n: just some dust in my eyes

Jeno: I am so rude, I am Lee Jeno *shake hands with Woojin*

Woojin: nice to meet you, I am Huang Woojin

Y/n: I have some work to do in the hospital, so I better get going

Woojin: same, nice to meet you guys *leaves*

I felt devastated and sad. I had no idea Souji would react like this when she saw me, a part of me had hopes that she would come running and hug me.

Times change and I made mistakes, I thought it was allowed to make mistakes. Jaemin understood and I lost him.

If I told Jeno that Souji made me cry, then he would get mad at her. She told me they fought about me and if I take it up in front of Jeno, he will for sure get mad.

Woojin doesn’t say much to me, he holds my hand and takes me out of the building, and I am in my deep thoughts.