3.12 Lost Hope

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Souji: I have no longer interest in hearing or seeing you, you ruined my life *hangs up*

Y/n: Hello? Souji? Of course, she hang up, she hates me

Back in the NCT dream Dorm- Jaemin’s point of view

Jeno: You had to do it didn’t you!?

Jaemin: let go of me *pushes him and keeps walking*

Jisung: Guys, can we not try to cause a problem?

Jeno: I saw you talking to Y/n and Woojin in the café! Cant you just listen to what she said-

Jaemin: Try to stay away from the one person you truly love in the world for over 2 years!!! Which human beings would have stopped themselves even if they knew they could get harmed! It's love Jeno! Not some stupid game!

Renjun: are you guys doing it again?!

Haechan: What’s wrong with the two of you?

Chenle: Don’t fight when Mark isn’t here

Jeno: She only called you because I told her to!

Jaemin: Then let me tell you one thing  *exhales* I want to forget Y/n

Jisung: this sounds very bad *sits down*

Jeno: what did I just hear?

Renjun: you want to forget the love of your life?

Jaemin: I know she is lying, my heart says so but my mind tells me she is with that guy

Jeno: Woojin? (she must have lied)
Chenle: Jaemin, don’t make decisions so fast

Jaemin: I am done waiting, I told myself that 2 years ago

In the café near by- Y/n’s point of view

If I wanted to keep my people safe I had to 1st fix my own mistakes. My parents might be cruel and rude, after all, they want to ruin everyone's life just to get me back.

I don't know why they want me back I have done everything I could to run away from them and they keep giving me these second chances that are useless. I don't want to go back to them anymore and lives in that shady and shitty house.

There are no good memories no love and no care for me. They made me fear them not love them. No child should live like I do, their whole business includes humans of every age.

I have to figure out my mistakes before I point of theirs. Where could I start? I will start with the people I have hurt the most.

Y/n: Thank you for giving me another chance

Souji: I am not, I am just tired of your messages and begging me

Y/n: I still appreciate it

Souji: get to the point I don't have my whole life

Y/n: I miss you and I wish we could start over again

Souji: Is that why you ran away?

Y/n: I had to protect you guys from my real parents-

Souji: enough, I heard it all from the start. I am sick of this Y/n, if you just told me the truth from the start we could have figured out a better decision for all of it. But you wanted to deal with it alone

Y/n: I-

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