Dreams can be true (Hyunjin)

2.2 Another day

My life wasn’t worth living, but I had to finish my work as an idol for the rest of the members.

Monday- 6 am
Mia: Girls, I have copied the schedule for everyone and sent them to you

Nari: are we just going to follow them?

Mia: Yes, Kun will drive 35% of you guys to our company

Katie: why?

Mia: since some of you only have work in the company others

Hyorin: Then we should get going then *gets up from her bed*

Mia: I have work outside the company so take care and update the manager in case something is wrong, if he is busy call me *walks out*

Yumi: Y/n, you have to wake up

Y/n; I been awake this whole time *turns around*

Yumi: didn’t you sleep well? Your eyes are totally black

Y/n: I stayed up late reading fanfictions and listening to music

Yumi: You need to start sleeping more, its important

Sara: I am leaving too guys! I have work outside the company with Ga-in

Ga-in: we both are leaving, stay safe *leaves the house with Sara*

I been awake since last night 3 AM until 6 AM. How am I supposed to sleep when all I think about is how fucked up my life is?

I haven’t seen my parents in a while, I miss them. Whatever I do I still can’t slack around when it comes to work, if I do my members will get hurt.

I might be broken inside, but I still look tough on the outside. I walk into the bathroom and curl my hair as the same time I wash my face.

Katie knocks on the door and I leave the bathroom. Its early in the morning, I don’t feel for smiling. If anyone asks, I will say I am tired.

We have dress code for each day and today its jeans. I just took on my black jeans and red hoodie with white letters on.

Yumi: is everyone ready?

Y/n: Mhm *connects her air pods to her phone*

Hyorin: You are listening to music all the time

Y/n: Is there anything bad with that?

Hyorin: Nope *smiles*

Katie: Alright I have my favourite purple blouse on, and I am ready to go

Y/n: aren’t we just going to the company?

Yumi: we are but we are idols, we have to look good *winks*

Y/n: Yuck…don’t do that again *laughs*

We get downstairs from the apartment and Mia’s driver is waiting on us. His name is Kun, but no one of us usually calls his name.

Yumi tells him to drive us to the company and they start talking to each other. I place the air pods straight into my ears and turn on the music loud.

When I have the music on loud, I feel like the whole world fades away. At this point, this is the best I can do to make myself stay calm.

I might be the only one who haven’t forgotten about straykids. Every member knew something was happening between me and hyunjin, but everyone pretends nothing happened.

I don’t want to be seeking attention, I will deal it myself, alone. We get to our company and I take the sound a little down, but still enough to keep the world out of my mind.

Yumi: we will be all working in the company but different places, so I see you guys for lunch

Katie: YESS!! I have dance practise with one of the backup dancers

Hyorin: I have still some Korean to learn, guess I am going to go back to school

Y/n: *looks at the schedule* (I have to go to the producing room) *walks in*