2.56 No real excuse

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Hyunjin: If you want my fully honesty then you are a b-

Mum: *yells* ENOUGH! GET OUT OF YOUR ROOM WHEN ITS DINNER!

Hyunjin; *walks away* better than seeing that bitch like Y/n always says


Hyunjin’s room- Hyunjin’s point of view

What am I doing for real? Maybe Y/n is too good for me, I am a coward and have always been one. Once I hurt her and asked her to come back, second time I leave her to hide my pain.

Statements to make but neither one of us has done anything, does that mean none of us care? What have I done to feel so much pain and guilt?

Life would have been better if Y/n liked someone else like Felix or Seungmin. Sometimes I think we made a mistake just by seeing each other for our collaboration, everything felt so wrong but for us it was right.

We should have told the public the next second, we started dating, we made the same mistake twice in a row. The phone has been ringing for a half a minute and I feel like its Chan asking if I gotten here.

But right now, I just want to explain everything to Y/n, maybe she will let me go like I let her go. Either way I pick up the phone, there is someone who needs to reach me.

Hyunjin: Hello?

Y/n: Hyunjin? It’s me Y/n

Hyunjin: (just when I wanted to explain it to her)

Y/n: don’t hang up on me, I have something to ask

Hyunjin: is it why I let you go?

Y/n: I knew you would understand just by hearing my shaking voice

Hyunjin: it’s because of my mum, but I started thinking and realized we just bring trouble to each other-

Y/n: trouble or drama, didn’t you say we would go through this together?

Hyunjin: it was too much for the two of us to bare

Y/n: tell me what your mum wanted since I am in that shit

Hyunjin: she said I had to stay away from you because you bring trouble, she started with your having to no manners until you being a mess

Y/n: I wont start a fight, but I know you agree with her. Who is she planning of leaving with you if she chases away everyone-

Hyunjin: Yeji *sighs*

Y/n: I think I am hearing things-

Hyunjin: no, I said Yeji, she wanted me to marry or “fall in love” with yeji

Y/n: is this some kind of joke!?

Hyunjin: mum sees Yeji as a good person and I won’t go against her will, she is my mother after all. I know you hate Yeji-

Y/n: Hyunjin, I am keeping my anger and yelling since we need time. I will make my statement you do whatever you want! *hangs up*

I hate it so much, goosebumps coming alive and a flood of guilt washing me away. everything hurts, my heart is lacking blood and my body is lacking heat.

Everything Y/n gave me is gone, she even stayed a bit clam when I said Yeji. If she truly loves me then I wish she would understand.

Its better for the two of us if we both let go, then there will be time to star over again and heal.

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