Sparks

I was lonely

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Third person:

Suna waited with Ren he wondered why this guy from Nekoma wanted to talk to her so bad and what he did for her to hate him so much.

After about 10 minutes they saw a dark shadow walking towards them Ren stood up beside suna.

"Ren" the shadow said as it got closer "who's this?" They could see him clear now kuroo stood in front of ren. "Better question, who are you?" Suna tilted his head a bored look on his face "her boyfriend" kuroo responded.

"Ex-" ren corrected him "ex boyfriend kuroo" she narrowed her eyes at him "now tell me why your here" she crossed her arms over her chest "because this is borderline harassment" she scoffed at him.

"Kitten you know why, don't act like you don't" he pouted

"Oh oh I see, you want forgiveness y'know begging isn't cute kuroo" she rolled her eyes

"Kitten please, I miss you so bad, it hurts knowing how bad I hurt you, you know I never meant to it was an accident I swear, please just give me another chance" he pleaded

"An accident? S-so you just slipped and fell into her? Not once but 5 times? That's how it works?" She stepped closer to him "but that's not the point, you-you were the one person I trusted more in this world the one person I let in and you fucked that up so why should I forgive you?!" She looked up at him her face blank from any emotion

"I-I was lonely, you were gone so much, I fucked up I let the loneliness control me" he put his face in his hands

"Lonely? You want to talk about lonely?! I wasn't gone! I was taking care of my sick mother I didn't have a choice kuroo, yes I would have loved to go out with you, go to all those parties, hang out with the guys! You knew where I was! I was with her 1am holding back the little hair she has left 3am making sure she was still breathing while she slept! 5am finishing my homework I couldn't do right after school, 5 months I've been doing this, GOD your so selfish" she yelled her emotions showing now.

Suna wanted to comfort her, hold her tell her how strong he thought she was, but now wasn't the time.

She shook her head at him trying to hold back the tears "and I had to find out through YOUR friends that you were cheating and I didn't believe them, no I had to accidentally find out by walking in on you" she was letting all of it out everything she had been holding in the last couple months but no tears came she didn't want to look weak not in front of him.

"Baby I'm sorry I don't know what else I can say, do but I'll do anything just to have you back in my arms" he reached out to her

She pushed him away "no, I could never feel safe with you, I can never trust you again, your only here for yourself to make yourself feel better so that kenma will talk to you so your not lonely, you don't love me because if you did you would of never done any of this" she stepped back her back now against suna's chest "just go, if you do love me you'll go, it still hurts so I need you gone" she grabbed her chest she wanted to cry so bad but she held it.

Kuroo stood there and looked at her before nodding "okay.." he walked over to her "I really am sorry" he bent down placing a small gentle kiss on her cheek "as you wish kitten" he then turned and walked away he slowly disappeared back into the shadows.

When he was no longer in sight ren fell to her knees before she broke into tears, months of tears that she hadn't cried seemed to all be coming out at one time, she placed her face in her shaking hands barely any noise came from the broken girl.