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-ᏠᎪᏁᏌᎪᏒᎽ 21, 2021-

finally, atsumu finished writing the whole journal that sakusa gave him 1 year ago, every pages was full of happiness, sadness, and a lot of diferrent emotions, the last 11 pages of the journal was about how they got together, atsumu wrote how sakusa confess on him having a warm smile on his lips as he writes. He also wrote how they celebrate christmas and new year together.

Atsumu look at the journal one last time before putting it inside of his closet hiding it with his clothes. He's planning to gave it to sakusa once he visited atsumu

Sakusa already leave 18 days ago to go back in tokyo 'cause he have school and atsumu understand it but the blonde cant help himself but to feel upset and sad

                          ~+~+~

ᎰᏞᎪᎦᎻᏴᎪᏟᏦ {ᏠᎪᏁᏌᎪᏒᎽ 3, 2021}

Atsumu and sakusa was at the train station waiting for the train to arrive, atsumu decides to at least take sakusa on the train, they had a date and enjoy the time laughing and giggling both men was full of love and admiration...

The train station was quite you can hear the foot step of people passing by, some people was with their family, friends, lover, they can hear them talking but not clear enought to understand what their saying, as the cold wind hit on the blonde skin, he shivers

Sakusa look at his boyfriend noticing that atsumu was cold and looked to atsumu's hands, it was trembling, sakusa look up into atsumu's eyes worried "atsu..." Sakusa says his voice was deep and a lil' raspy because of the dryness on his throat as he embraced atsumu into a warm hug, atsumu was shocked he's still not use on sakusa being affectionate. A crimson red flushed to his face as he hugged sakusa back, his face burried on sakusa's chest, sniffling his boyfriend scents

The two enjoy the warmth of each other for the last time before sakusa leave

5 minutes before the train arrives

"Atsu..."sakusa whisper to atsumu's ear softly combing atsumu's bleach hair "o...mi.."atsumu replies his voice cracked, eyes getting glossy hugging his boyfriend tighter not wanting to let go, Sakusa doesn't want to let go either so he also hugged atsumu tighter. They stayed like that for a 1 minute before sakusa finally let go from atsumu.

He stared at atsumu's hazel eyes and it stared back at him,atsumu's eyes was more glossy seems like he's in the edge of crying but still holding it back not wanting sakusa to see him crying his eyes out...

Sakusa leaned down into atsumu and pressing a sweet and loving kiss on the blonde's lips, he smiles "we wont be separate that long. atsu."atsumu looked down on the ground "how...could ya say that..?"atsumu cant help it anymore, the tears that he's been holding back was finally flowing out of his eyes making his vision blured.

Sakusa pulled up atsumu's chin and give him another kiss on lips before answering his question

"Its because...i cant live without seeing your face. I also cant live if you leave me,atsu...stay with me? I'll be visiting at least twice a month and will spend all my school break with you."