Eleven | Yoonseok

Chapter Ten

"I never cheated,
Deleted everyone 'cause they made you uncomfortable,
These accusations:
I can't apologize for something that I didn't do,"

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

Yeosang and Yoongi sat on Yeosang's bed, a comfortable silence enveloping the atmosphere around them.

"So, this trip to Daegu to me is just like to avoid him?" Yeosang finally asked what he's been wanting to for a very long period. "no, more like to have a break, and the only relative I still talk to you is you, so yeah, I had nowhere else to go," Yoongi shrugged. "well, so you're here because you had nowhere to go. So this place was your last option. cool!" Yeosang sarcastically smiled. Yoongi shook his head immediately, "no, it's not that!" Yeosang chuckled, "I know, bro. I was kidding."

"you scared me!" Yoongi laughed. "anyway, how's Yugyeom?" Yeosang sighed. "same old, same old. Still trying to find BamBam. how's Seonghwa?" Yoongi smirked. Yeosang blushed, "he's fine, he's in Seoul now, with this friend of his called San," he smiled. "San as in Choi San?" Yoongi widened his eyes when Yeosang nodded. "No fucking way! San and I go way~ back!" Yoongi chuckled, "Oh my god, I should meet him! OH my god, your boyfriend was so close to me, and I didn't even know that!"

Yeosang chuckled, "if you meet him, tell him I said 'hi'" Yoongi nodded, "I will,"

"by the way, did you know we're turning eighteen next year?" Yoongi squealed, Yeosang gasping, "oh my god! This house will be mine, and I don't have to be ashamed of living in it anymore, oh my god!" Yeosang squealed.

Yoongi's smile faltered a little bit, "yeah,"

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"Hey, Mama," Yoongi smiled, back hugging Mrs. J as she cooked. "Hey, baby. When'd you come back?" she kissed Yoongi's cheek. "just now, Mr. J was leaving, so the door was open," he hummed, "how's Hoseok?" he asked, sighing. "he's okay, but you should stop begging him," Mrs. J poured some of the soup she was cooking into a bowl and set it on the table to cool it a bit. "why, Mama? He's my best friend; I'm not supposed to give up!" he whined. Mrs. J smiled, "it's not about giving up. I'm just telling you to stop trying to make him feel guilty,"

"I've done so much for him for so many years and him pushing me away hurts a lot, you know? I was with him when he got heartbroken by Mingi; I was there with him when he got food dumped over his head, I was there for him when his ass got beat up, got drunk, I was there for him through thick and thin, a-and now he's forgotten me, Mama. And it hurts so much..." Yoongi sniffled, "caught a cold, sorry." he chuckled, although there was no humor imprinted in it.

"It's okay to cry, baby," Mrs. J smiled softly, kissing her son's forehead. "Mama, do you remember March first, ten years back?" Yoongi smiled at her. "are you okay?" she asked, caressing Yoongi's bicep. "yeah, I'm okay. do you remember how Hoseok never slept the whole night and hugged me the whole day when I cried?" Yoongi shot a nostalgic look to nothing in particular, "he told me it was going to be okay, and- and Mom was in a better place? that she went to heaven? that she was in peace?" Yoongi blinked rapidly, trying to get rid of his tears, "sometimes, I feel like she isn't in peace anymore. Like she isn't proud of me and what I've become," Yoongi bit his lip.

"Don't be silly, Yoongi. Gina is proud of you, and she loved you more than anyone ever did, and she still does. Okay? She's proud of how far you've come, and she's proud of your loyalty, kindness, and every single part of you. she knows you miss her, and she knows about your dark sides, and she's proud of it, too. She embraced it all; she loved you, okay? so don't even dream of something so dreadful like that, understood?" Mrs. J scolded. "Gina used to brag about you and your music skills when you were three! Gods, she couldn't stop talking about your singing skills on Gguk's first birthday!" Mrs. J facepalmed, a laugh ripping out of her throat. "I miss her, nonetheless." Yoongi shrugged, hugging Mrs. J. "when's Dawon returning?" she asked.

"oh, Noona mailed me she was coming on December twenty third," he shrugged.

Mrs. J smiled, "why don't you go up and take a bath, freshen up and ill make dinner, hm?" Yoongi bit his lip, "about that, Mama, I will be staying over at Gguk's. I kind of need some time away from Hoseok. I wanted to take different clothes there, you know," Yoongi said in a hushed tone. Mrs. J pouted like a child, "I understand, but when will you be back?" she asked, hugging her son tightly. Yoongi chuckled and hugged her waist back, "haven't decided, but soon. don't worry about me,"

"Okay, stay safe. can you at least stay for dinner, please!" Mrs. J broke the hug and made puppy eyes at the blue head, almost falling at Yoongi's feet. Yoongi chuckled, "of course, Mama."

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"Yoonie Hyungie!" Jeongguk squealed, jumping up on Yoongi, and the older stumbled a bit. "Woah, you're that happy to see me?" Yoongi smiled, petting the younger's hair. "Of course! we haven't had a sleepover at mine for like so long~" he whined, pulling the older inside his room quickly. "calm down, puppy!" Yoongi laughed and dropped his bag on the floor. "Mom, did you see Yoongi? How's his hair?" Jeongguk jumped up and down like a bunny. Mrs. Jeon rolled her eyes, "I opened the door, son, and his hair is blue," she winked, "how are you, Yoon?" she smiled, "you've grown paler, are you taking care of yourself?"

Yoongi smiled, "I'm fine, auntie, I promise,"

"Okay, then ill leave you guys alone. Tell me if you want anything," she smiled and walked away to Mr. Jeon's and her room.

"Hyungie, Cinderella gifted me something," Jeongguk announced, a deep blush creeping up his cheek. "Oh my god, Taehyung? what did he gift?" Yoongi smirked, "spill the tea!"

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Word Count: 1063

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