Bangtan Gang ~ Kim Namjoon x BTS

15 - Bulletproof

[Authors Pov]

After Seokjin left , he didn't know what to do. His head was a mess, his heart hurt. He did the only thing he could think of and grabbed his wallet, phone and keys and left.
Namjoon heard the door slam but his window looked out to the back of the house ,so he couldn't see who had left and just continued to scroll on his phone.

Meanwhile, Seokjin was driving like crazy, not really caring if he was stopped by the police because the second they seen him, they would know who he was and apologise.
He drove and drove, not really caring or knowing where he was going , his subconscious knowing instead . He didn't know where he was going until he looked out the window and recognised where he was. He was back in the playground where he used to spend all his childhood days and night until it turned bad.
It was dark and nobody was in the park as Seokjin stepped out of his car.
He smiled at a few good memories of his childhood, the little happy memories of his childhood that he actually had.
Seokjin smiled as he sat down on one of the swings, using his legs to push himself off.

He enjoyed the moment of peaceful bliss that he had , taking in the cold, foggy air and the surreal surroundings. He hasn't felt so calm in years. He smiled slightly as he pushed himself on the swing, a million memories of the place coming back to him.
It of course all came to an end as a certain, beautiful,younger boy came into his mind, and Seokjin sighed but yet smiled at the thought of the boy , before getting of the swing and moving back to his car.
He looked at the car , sighing again as he got in. His life was so mediocre for somebody with such an interesting one.
He had five perfect, beautiful boyfriends , he had one younger, breath taking boy that he couldn't believe actually liked him back.
He had everything anybody could ever want, a great house, too many cars to even count, multiple banks with 6 and 7 zeros after a certain number. He had designer clothes, all the top technology , he could get anything with a literal snap of his fingers. People loved him, and people feared him.
Seokjin groaned, rubbing his fingers roughly against his forehead as he got in the car and drove again.
He literally had the ability to get whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted it, but why did he feel so ... so wrong.

He had never felt this way, hell even when he killed people, even though he didn't exactly like the mess, he never felt wrong. It was just a part of life, everybody had a role in life, whether some people were teachers, doctors or even unemployed. They were simply human.

When he had first seen the younger male, he thought of doing things to him that nobody would ever even imagine. Why was he like this? Why did he have to be different?

Of course, Namjoon was adorable. That's why he had wanted him the second he had seen him. His beautiful plump lips, his tall yet clumsy figure, his eyes that seemed so innocent as his long eyelashes moved with every blink. The way he giggled , the way his smile lit up everybody's day. His dimples , his obsession with Ryan , just his pure and innocent personality.
The younger male had gotten inside Seokjins mind, like nobody else had. He had gotten into everybody's head, but nobody really knew that.
Seokjin thought about Hoseok, and how much pain he must be, knowing that Namjoon had no idea who he is. He didn't know how he survived.
Even Jungkook and Taehyung wanted to get closer to the adorable boy. They wanted to cuddle up with him and play games and treat him like a king, like he deserved to be treated.
They couldn't even do that Seokjin thought with a sad smile.

Before Namjoon came along, they were "fine", Seokjin thought, almost trying to convince himself, as his heart said something different.
However as he stopped the car and looked out at the ocean, he then realised that they were far from "fine".

Back home, it was quiet. Namjoon was lying on his stomach , his long legs kicking as he was reading a book that Jimin had gifted him, about a boy who wore dresses.
The others had all been silent for a long time , still sitting at the dining table before someone finally stood up, Hoseok.

"Namjoon is different, I know you may not like him or whatever, but me and Seokjin, we would die for him, so what Namjoon wants, Namjoon gets, understand" Hoseok had said, his voice loud and rough, as he stared into his boyfriends eyes, yet not exactly talking to anyone.
Everybody had nodded and let out some form of an answer, whether it was a nod or a plain "yes".

"Good" he said before glancing at Yoongi who was just simply starting at the wall opposite him, zoning out but still hearing everything that was going on.
"That includes you too hyung" Hoseok said and Yoongi glanced up , snapping out of his trance and rolled his eyes but nodded.

"Jin hyung won't do anything stupid will he ?" Jimin asked, his voice smaller than usual as he was overcome with too many emotions.

"Of course not, don't you know hyung by now?" Hoseok replied and Jimin sat up , a smile on his face as the elder reassured him. Jimin was closest to Hoseok out of the group. Of course he loved each and every one of them, but Hoseok was both the closet to him and his roommate.

Hoseok glanced at the door that Jin had slammed before muttering out a small "at least I hope not".

He had to get his hyung home because if he didn't, he knew that there was going to be a world war 3, and the six of them would be the cause.

"Jungkook" Hoseok spoke , his eyes still on the door as he walked over and opened it.
"Yes hyung?" Jungkook asked as he also stood up, not liking the atmosphere in the house at the moment.

"Ring Jin hyung, keep on trying until he answers. Tell him it's Namjoon, and that's all. Okay baby?" Hoseok said as he turned around with a smile of his face.

"Of course hyung" Jungkook answered as he grabbed Jimin and left, going back into his apartment.

"What are you planning Hobi" Yoongi asked as he stood up and leaned over on Taehyungs shoulder.

Hoseok smiled and looked at his two boyfriends before speaking.

"I'm planning on changing our lifes for the better ".

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