I saw a boy with your name this morning. And instantly had a panic attack.
How am I so broken
To the point where I can't see a human that reminds me of you without closing my legs really tight and shaking. Shivering. Crying.
But let me tell you something.
Just because you cross my mind 200 times a day. And I don't ever come across yours.
Doesn't mean you won.
Just because you apologized after violating me, and I didn't tell for a year. Doesn't mean you won.
Just because no one believed me when I did. Does NOT mean you have won.
I'll tell you one thing, David Pardue, you are a coward.
Chasing away your life with cheap liquor and cigarettes. Forgetting the fact that you molested a child . did you think I would let you off of the hook because you're a drunk ?
Oh, but I was asking for it right ? I turned you on with my 11 year old boobs (What boobs?) and my tall (I'm a midget ) tan (I'm a fucking ghost) legs though, right ?
Well. I'll tell you something.
Don't you ever cross my mind again with your bullshit lies and threats and promises.
I will not hide anymore.
You gave me PTSD, but you will not pass your cowardliness onto me.
And I'll tell you something, David Pardue, I'll be damned. If anyone thinks that you won't. Because you , did not win.
YOU ARE READING
I Love You.
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