I told myself that I wouldn't wake up in the morning, that I wouldn't have to, that my heart wouldn't be beating anymore.
11 pills, mirtazipine. Just made me dizzy, but that wasn't my goal. I wrote a suicide letter and everything.
Some people say that people that cut don't want to die, they just want something to take the pain away. No, I cut because I hate myself, a good punnishment for being fat. For being ugly, stupid. I want everything to go away, not just the pain .
1 pill, just need some sleep.
2 pills, it has been a long time since I've slept.
3, 4, 5 just a little because I'm bored.
6,7,8 Maybe just few..
9, 10, But I don't really want to be here anymore.
11, how old i was when all of that happened.
When my innocence was stolen, and I wasn't a child anymore.
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RandomHey girl, Girl up at 3am crying because you can't breath. I love you. Hey boy, At 6am. Crying because you have to go back to hell. I love you. "They say that writers are born with sadness in their bones;but I think every one is born with misery in t...
