Forever

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"Do you think you'll feel this way forever ?"
Which part ?
The life fleeting and self hating
Or the
Crying and sleeping too little
Or the
I can't help myself from throwing up anymore
Or writing suicide letters and making scars in my wrists to keep score
Or the
Comparing myself to everybody and hating everything about myself I can't improve.

But of course I didn't tell you that, I didn't tell you I hated myself or that I want to die or that everyone around me is happy and it pisses me off because I can't get happy.

But either way.
Fuck yes, I think I'll feel this way forever.

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