My Emo Life Sucks

My Emo Life Sucks - Chapter 1

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Chapter 1 - The new kid

     Marissa P.O.V.

Beep! Beep! Be-Slam!

' I hate alarm clocks ' I thought to myself.

I opened my eyes and looked at my alarm clock. It said 4 o'clock. Why do I wake up early you ask. Well it's because I want to get ready for school and get out of this hell whole.

Sorry, how rude of me. My name is Marissa Green and my life sucks. Why? Let's me see... My mother Alexis was killed by my dad (Kyle) and now he abuses me everyday. My life is like a living hell. You see, I now go to Star High School and let's say I am poor but not that poor because I get alot of money when I work on the streets. I may look like a very good student but don't let looks trick you because I am a bad girl (emo). I have no friends becuase I trust no one plus I choose to not have friends. Most of the time I spend my days at school or on the street or working out. I may be a girl but, I need to stay fit for street fighting, street car racing and all... Anyways back to the story...

I got out of bed and got dress, did my make up, brushed my hair and tried to look presentible.

My now meaning of presentible; make it look like I didn't get beat up every day plus try to not show my scar on my left eye. Make me look like I don't got on the streets and do what I usually do...

When that was done looking presentible for my first day of my new school, and out the door I went with my school bag. My new school is about a 15 minute walk so I took my time. I took my Ipod out of my black sweater and started walking. I popped the earphones in my ears and pushed play. The song Freaxxx by BrokenCyde was playing and I started to sing with it out loud...

I walk into the club looking kind of sexy now.

I see these shorties in the corner, they started making out.

They pull their panties down, they take their pants off.

Then they started getting freaky on the dance floor.

Shake it mommy give it to me like you need some love.

I got some bottles in the caddy that we can open up.

Let's get drunk tonight, baby we don't have to fuck.

And bring your friend along, maybe we can have some fun.

Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now.  [x4]

I got these bitches all tipsy trying to sex me.

I know they want it, alcoholics are some sex freaks.

This ex and chronic gots me wanting to get messy.

So let's get messy girls, come on let's go get messy girls.

Come on bitch, you know you want this.

That hardcore shit will make you feel the toxic.

Fursachi, Rolex watches.

Bently coups with the 20's droppin.

Convertible top, and the wheels spin.

I can taste that ice when my grill is in.

If you want me baby feel me in.

'cause I don't waste my time with lesbians.

Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now. [x4]

Liar! [x8]

Oh baby why did you have to lie to me.

I can't play no more games.

These thoughts are slowly controlling me.

You're turning off the flame.

So go baby go baby.

You don't want me.

So go baby go baby.

Come and get me.

So go baby go baby.

You don't want me.

So go baby go!

Come and get me.

Let's get freaky now, let's get fuckïng freaky now. [x4]

When the song stopped, I took out my earphones out of my ears at looked what was around me.

'There was a park right ahead so why not stay there for awhile' I thought to myself.

I went to a rock and layed on it. For some reason I started humming Freaxxx and drifted off to sleep...

I opened my eyes and looked around and realized I was on my couche in my house. When I stood up I tripped. I looked what I tripped on and found the bloody body of my mom. I let out a scream when I was my mom  and it finally all came back to me, my so called dad killed my mom. " Your finally awake daughter. Good." I turned around and saw my dad. " What do you want Kyle?" I said to Kyle (my dad) while trying to sound that I wasn't scared but really, I was super scared. " Listen Marissa." said Kyle ingoring my question, " You will do what I say. If you don't, you will have to face the consequences you got that bitch!" said Kyle codly. " Why do I have to do what you said you jackass! You just killed my fucking mom you man whore! Plus, you don-" I was cut off by a punch in the face. " You fucking little spoiled brat! You don't talk to me like that you bitch! Now I think I have to teach you a leason." That when he slap me, punched me, kicked me, etc. and then when I was bleeding and thought he was done, he grabed a knife and seriously was cut me on my letf eye lid. After he took out his gun and said, " I told you I would teach you a lesson." He took a gun out of his jean pocket and BANG!

I opened my eyes and looked arouned me. ' It's was only a nightmare. Well, actually more like  what had happened to me when I was 7 years old ' I thought to myself. ' It was the past. Get over it. It was the past.'

I looked at my phone and it said 7 o'clock.

Well time to go to school now. Time to face being the new kid at my new school. This is going to sucks like shit with a rotten cherry on the top.

                                                                         - 15 minutes later -

When I got to school everybody turned to look at me and started to wisper. I ignored it while walking in the front school doors. Everybody stop what they were doing to look at me up and down and started to wisper.

"Chealsey, look at him. He may look like a girl but it's a guy," said a guy.

"What a freak," said a girl.

"Who would want to look at that thing," said a guy.

"I bet you she look likes a girl but sh-I mean he's a guy," said a girl, "I bet you he's from Freaky Town and was the only one."

'Greaaaat. Being the new girl sucks.' I thought to myself. 'It's not like my life sucks anyways right?' I let out a small laugh and smiled at my lame joke and walked in the office.