Suddenly

Part 4

I can't believe that happened all this.tell me that I'm dreaming.ok maybe not.
After all,it's better so, I've left a bad person who I thought was my bff.
I'll feel better without her. I have many other friends!
I took my school bag and while I was tidying my school stuff,Stephanie came to me. She heard everything.
"Hey Ella"

"Hey Stephanie what's up?"

"I know that I didn't have to but I heard your discussion with Sarah and I think you're right"

"What?omg you heard everything? Know that we were just... trying a new theater part..we were trying a.. you know..we were just pretending to be wife and husband haha."

"El?Are you sure? If you want to talk I'm here!"

I started crying.
"Ella you ok?please don't cry!do you want some water? Tell me the truth."

"Oh well,Sarah told me that she won't be my friend anymore because im...a wimp and because I'm...omg. I've got to go"

So I took everything and I went in the bathroom to wash my face. Omg I can't believe that she touched my sweatshirt! And I can't believe that I cried in front of her! She may though that I'm a stupid! Arg damn!
After school, so after other 4 hours after all that, I arrived home. Stephanie seemed a little thoughtful lately at school. My mum looked at me and told "hon are you ok? You seem a little weird? What's up?"

"Nothing mum!all ok!keep on cooking!" (I didn't saw my face but I know that I've made a very false smile. More false than Sarah.). I had to find a way to coming out with her. And how? Good question!
My lunch is ready. My mum asked me how was my school day and I told her that it's always the same,always cool!

"You seem sad,what's wrong?"

"Mum!"

Ok maybe it's time to tell her everything;
"Ok you win! Today,Sarah and I..had a discussion,she told me that...well...doesn't like me because I'm a wimp,she doesn't like the real me."

"She's reason!you are a wimp! Haha just kidding hon!

"Mum! Not now!"

"Anyway,don't worry about her!you are perfect like that!anyway I can't believe that she told that to you?!Wasn't she your bff?"

"Yes I thought!"

"You have lots of friends,don't be sad, sadness is ugly!"

" yeah! Thanks mum, I love you!"

"Love you too!"