Suddenly

Part 5

I went in my room after lunch and started to search 'how to coming out' on internet. I found a very interesting way. Wait. Maybe I'm not lesbian. Maybe it's just a phase. Nahh. She's perfect, so beautiful, an angel. Lesbian or not this could be a way to prove if what she said it's true. So I started my coming out plan. I took a deep breath and I started to take post-its and write on it something.
After that I went to her and told if she wanted to play with me. Luckily she was free at that time and she told me yes.
That game is called 'treasure hunt'. I gave her some clues and slowly she found all the post-its I've hidden.

"Well mum! What do u think?"

"Sarah was reason"

"Haha mum! Very funny! Come on! What do you really think?"

"Sarah was reason. Go out of here. Now!!"

"Mum stop! Are you ok!" (She started beating me)

"No you can't be lesbian,family is just mum and dad not woman and woman or man and man. Love is just between boys and girls!! I've always imagined you like a princess with your prince, a tipical and normal family! Omg what's wrong with me! Are you sick? Maybe I have to take you to the psychologist?"

My heart broke. Stayed with my mouth open for a while and then I started crying. My tears were so big.

"You told me that you'll always love me,so you're fake like Sarah!you don't like your daughter,shame on you!! The one who should go out of here is you! And why say no to love! boys can love boys like you do and girls can love girls like dad do. Someone told you who you have to love? No! So you don't have to tell it to me and to no one who love! Why people don't have to feel themselves and especially happy!"

It's absurd. My mum made the same face of Sarah. She stopped for a while too and said: "congrats! You are a really strong woman!"

"Oh I am?"

"Yes,you're so strong that now you can take all of your luggages and go out of here!"
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