Suddenly

Part 11:THE BIG DAY

the big day has arrived. Were 9:59am and we were waiting for that car.
After 15 minutes, so they were late,they arrived. We arrived on the set. Wow everything was so incredible. We stayed with open mouths. They dressed me up and gave me my script.I knew the others actors and then we started. We spent many hours making just a little part but it's been amazing. Every day it's been the same. Same hour and same place. We spent more than a year doing that. Now I'm almost 18. I had a little free time,in that year and I know that I neglected a little my relationship with Stephanie but she said that she will always accept my decisions because she loves me.
Tomorrow the movie will be released in all the cinemas! My classmates,my friends and my teachers knew the news so they'll watch me!
I knew that Sarah is passing some bad times at school after what she did last year to me.
She's became the laughing stock of the school and she's attempting suicide. Tbh I'm sorry for her, because we passed good times and I know her since we were kids. I'm feeling bad. If she's feeling bad is just my fault. I came out with her. And from there everything started. I've talked bout it to my dad and Stephanie and they told that I don't have think that at all. I have to feel free to be myself.
In the next hours I've tried to talk to Sarah but she didn't reply to my calls.
Tvs and magazines were talking about me. I think also the American ones because my mum called me after a year. She told me that she was proud of me and...nothing else. Followers were going up always more till I became a celebrity. I started to share with the others part of my life,the bigger one is Stephanie who became famous too. She's been called for a movie too. Everyone or at least,a lot of people love see us together and they say that we are such of inspirations.
A evening, I was looking at the news on my phone and I've found that my movie it's been nominated for the Oscar. Omg wow I'm literally dreaming!!! Then I found my name and I've been nominated for the best protagonist role. Ok yes I'm dreaming. Stephanie shaked me. I wasn't dreaming. She was crying for me. We were crying together.
Here I am. On the red carpet. I've seen the prize arriving always more near to me. Here it is in my hands. I win!!!! I started traveling around the world and I found a beautiful house in New York. Now I live there with my wife. Yes exactly my wife. I get married with Steph❤️.

This is the proof that you always have to believe in yourself. One day you'll be recognized.
My life suddenly changed,happy changes and also sad changes,but the thing I learned is that you have to smile to life and life will smile to you.

A few days after that... Natalie called me. She told me a bad news. Sarah was dead. She told me also that Sarah was dead not just because she became a laughing stock but because she couldn't think about me and Stephanie together because she was carrying a grudge.

Dear friend,or something similar,
The only thing I can tell you is that you'll be always in my heart, we passed a lot of beautiful times,we could have passd others time like those if you wouldn't have lost your mind.
I'm sorry but I love myself,
Ella.