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this story contains self harm!! if you do not feel comfortable with this please skip this chapter!!
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for the past few weeks, you've been struggling to sleep. you've told jungkook about it but his advice never really helps. "just close your eyes" done that but still not asleep. "maybe if you get off that phone of yours at night then you'll be able to sleep". yeah says the one that never turns off his electronics.
it was currently night time, you were laying in your bed trying your best to go sleep. you tossed and turned but nothing would help you sleep so you decided to go to jungkooks room to ask for help again.
you silently crept out your room and tiptoed to the room next to yours. the door creaked opened, laying on the bed was jungkook who was peacefully sleeping
you quietly made your way to his bed and poked him.
*poke*
*poke*
*poke*
*pok-
"OKAY! IM AWAKE." jungkook yelled.
you flinched away before muttering a small "sorry".
"fucking hell y/n! it's like 2am in the morning what on EARTH do you want at THIS time?!" jungkook groaned.
"i can't sleep" you whispered hoping he'll calm down.
"try! i bet you aren't even trying! just close your goddam eyes. it's not even hard! your 12 y/n! you always cause such stupid problems. you know what, it was better when you weren't even here." jungkook said before turning away.
the last sentence made your heart crack. was you such a burden for everyone? with that, you ran back into your room stuffing your backpack with your clothes and any essential things you'll need. you figured that maybe if you were gone your brothers won't have to be stressed with dealing with you.
you had no where to go so you'll probably stay at [insert your bestfriend name] for a few weeks or so.
you waited until it was morning, very early in the morning, before everyone else was awake until you crawled out the window on the first floor (yes it's weird but deal with it).
you decided to make a quick trip to the park since it was very early in the morning. you've lost the track of time, so you quickly rushed out the park and on your way to your bestfriends house.
her/his/their mum didn't expect you to come to their house in the morning but never questioned you.
let's switch to bts's pov:
it was a normal morning for them at least.
"jungkook go wake up y/n." jin said.
jungkook trodded upstairs.
"y/n! wake up!" jungkook shouted and knocked on your bedroom door.
there was no answer.
"y/n, wake UP!"jungkook said and opened the door.
you weren't anywhere in the room. jungkook began to panick and search everywhere for you.
"y/n. please come out." jungkook said and carried on searching for you.
"JIN HYUNG!!" jungkook yelled from upstairs.
"mmh?!" he said.
"Y/N ISNT HERE!" jungkook shouted back.
there was a sudden crash downstairs.
"WHAT?" the 6 brothers yelled back.
the 6 brothers then scrambled upstairs to your room. everyone searched your room, jin found a few of your clothing missing along with your toothbrush and most of your toys as well.
"has she possibly... ran away?" hoseok whispered.
"no. that's not possible. she was all happy yesterday so what changed her mind?" namjoon said.
something whirled in jungkook which made him freeze. last night he was really tired that he lashed out on you without thinking of the words he said.
"shit." jungkook cursed.
"young man, what did i say about cursing." jin said and put his hands to his hips.
"i-i think i know why." jungkook said.
"why then." jin replied.
"i accidentally yelled at her last night about how much she is a problem" jungkook said.
"YOU SAID WHAT?!" jin yelled.
"uh uh. get yo ass here."jin demanded.
"i didn't mean to. i was too tired then and i didn't know what i was actually saying!" jungkook tried to reason.
「ꨄ」
it has been a day ever since your brothers found you. you wouldn't come out of your room or accept jungkooks apology.
you didn't want them to know you started cutting again.
there was a soft knock at the door.
"y/n. please open up." jungkook said softly before taking the keys and unlocking the door.
"well why ask if your gonna come in anyways." you mumbled bitterly before turning away from him. you felt the bed dip beside you, meaning that jungkook sat down.
"hey look, that night where i said you were a problem to us. i didn't mean to.. i was really tired and wasent thinking. i-i'm really extremely sorry, and i will let you do whatever you want today. go out, get ice cream anything!" jungkook said, well practically begged.
you sat there debating. you had to accept his apology, he was your brother after all and it hurts you to know that he's also hurt after the incident.
"oh and the cuts on your arm.. it can be a secret between us both if you want?" jungkook questioned and motioned to your arm with the bandages wrapped around.
"yeah sure.. and apology accepted" you mumbled before getting pulled into a massive hug.
"alright. let's go to [insert your favourite place to go]?" he suggested.
