Lifes Way Of Love

saying sorry with bamboo and eyes

I ran out as soon as I could knowing what she saw wouldn't be unseen I knew that she would continue to ask what was with my blood all over my wrist. I couldn't tell anyone because they would tell a teacher or administrator and hey would send me up to the insane asylum in a moments notice I knew I wouldn't be accepted in this world. I stopped in the hall and pulled down my sleeves and walked out of the school I was done with school for the day and i didn't want to go back to it for a while. I personally hated school and not because of the bullies or the names or rumors but because I in general just hate school. I've always hated it even when I was little. As I walked down the road off school property i was stopped to the sound of someone running behind me I stopped to see who it was and I just saw the same girl running after me. i dodn't know what to do so I just ran as fast as I could and make it to my house i soon rounded the corner of my block and saw that girl standing in front of my house waiting. I stood there and thought to myself "why is this chick following me its not as if she likes me or anything shes just trying to find out why my fist was bloody ............... right?" . I stood there in shock about how she got to my house be for me. I soon accepted that she wouldn't give up so as i walked closer to my house I saw her eyes grow filled with concern and she soon walked closer to me and I walked closer to her and hung my head in shame and dis pare. As we walked closer to each other my head hung in shame her eyes filled with concern I stopped walking and stood there waiting for her words to come out her first words where " why .. why do you cut yourself David their are people who care about you and who stick up for you"  I replied to her " its your first day you don't know whats been going on for the past years of my life no one sticks up for me no one cares everyone judges me by my music and all that I am not by my personality nothing they are the one who need to change not me". As I finished my sentence she launched herself at me wrapping her arms around me I stood their in shock of what just happened I felt something warm grow inside of me and I thought to myself " is this what it is like to get shown affection and is this more importantly the concern of a friend. I tried to move but somthing just stopped me from moving and I felt her hand drop down to mine and she slowly started to pull back both of my shirt sleeves and as fast as I could I pulled them away from her and said " thank you for your concern and also Mariya"  I said as she turned around once more to look at me her eyes filled with care and love " I'm sorry about this your first day and all" and with that I walked inside and closed my door to my house. I stood their behind my door thinking of what had just happened thinking of that warm and fuzzy feeling when she was holding me I felt during that time my legs go numb and I felt butterflies in my stomach and I couldnt think of what to do at that time. At that moment I knew things where about to change for better and worse.

Mariyas pov

In Mariya's head

"OMG OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST HELD HIM" HE'S SO CUTE WITH HIS HAIR AND HOW HE DRESSES IS SO CUTE AND HOW HE TAKES EVERYTHING OPON HIMSELF AND HOW HES NOT AFRAID TO GO AGAINST THE WORLD HES A REBEL AND I LIKE THAT". I walked home feeling warm inside I knew I liked him from the momnet I saw him outside homeroom but its sad how others only see him for how he looks and how his music sounds. I think his music is intriguing and very loud as I rounded the corner of the park I just realized that I don't know this neighborhood at all I just moved here and I didn't know where my house was I only knew the house number but I didn't have a cell phone either I soon picked up the pace and as I rounded some trees I found A park made for about kids half my age maby even seven or eight year old's and as I sat down on the bench I heard footsteps behind me. I didn't really care about I thought it was  kid or maby even a kid from school walking home but as I heard the footsteps get louder and fast I started to get nervous when a pair of big beefy hands grab my shoulders and a whisper in my ears saying " hey beautiful wanna have some fun tonight' as fast as he could finish his sentence i punched him in his face and said " don't touch me you fucking perv" and started to walk away. I soon felt another pair of hands on my shoulders pulling me to the ground and pinning me there when the other man I punched said " hmm we got ourselves a pure one tonight Jeremy"  the one pinning me down said " right you are boss lets have some fun shall we" as he started to unbuckle his pants I thought to myself damn im going to get rapped I don't want to be pregnant with a kid at only fifteen years of age I tried to shove him off but he had me pinned underneath his body weight I screamed for help but in my head I thought "no one was coming no one was going to help" when I felt my pants getting pulled down I thought " may god help me" .  As I ended those thoughts I saw a long board get slammed into the mans face. As I saw the mans head break the board I passed out but be for I could I heard one thing be for things went black " Mariya"  and then my eyes closed. I woke up in a room of black color and on a really comfortable bed as I rose out of the bed I saw a figure standing in the corner and it said " you look cute in your sleep and you also kick alto might I add" I tried to think because the voice sounded really familiar and as I thought harder and more about it I made the connection. " David is that you" I asked the figure walked out of the corner of the room next to me and said " yes Mariya it is me and I came in the nick of time I saw what was happening and I helped out I also gave you my shirt and pants since your cloths were ripped and muddy so yea" I looked at him and said " thank you so much David but I need to get home be for my parents get home which is about nine o'clock so if you could help me home I would really much appreciate that" he nodded and walked me out of his house to mine but be for we went any farther he asked what my house number was and so I told him as we walked home he pulled me close holding me close to him as our skin touched I saw him looking down at me and he looked back and kept walking I looked down blushing. We soon reached my house and as he told me what to tell my parents since he told me it was close to ten and in boy cloths he was about to walk off when he stopped and ran back to me and put his lips on mine kissing me for a second and then spiriting down the road back to his house I stood there taking time for what had just happened to reach my brain when my dad stepped out and started to break down and yell at me. I stood their for what was about to happen was a long lecture and a bunch of questions and I ignored him and went to my room to change and go to sleep but that night I hardly slept