Lifes Way Of Love

Life as it always was

I was on my way to school always my normal route. Nothing different but I was always different. I was the one left out not that I cared or anything I was quite ok about it. I walked into school I heard the normal things about me rumors spread because there afraid of people who look different act different hell even listen to different music than you. I was always one of those screamo type kids I grew up on it it was my sanctuary and my sanity. This music described me it showed my feelings it showed you who I was. So as I walked down the hallway to class I saw the normal gossip group standing just outside my homeroom i tried to walk through them but they just held me there calling me names mainly the name I was called was satanist because of my music but I didnt care about that at all they didnt know what they were missing out on. As I stood there listening to them call me these names I saw one girl I have never seen befor in the class look at me with the most apologetic eyes I will ever see. Finally the bell rang and as the went inside they shoved me back into the hallway more I just stood there knowing how rejected I was and I noticed that that same girl from befor opened the door and told me to come inside the class room. I looked at her and thanked her and walked to the back of the room and sat down in my normal seat. As the teacher was talking about how to find writing techniques I put my headphones in and listened to my beloved music. Half way through the class I heard one of the gossip group girls yell ( hey satanist your love wants to hold you pointing at the poor girl. I got up and walked out of class it was the only thibg I knew that would take them off that girl it wasnt her fault she was new and she just got picked on and it wasnt needed for those morons to be like this. I slamed the door as I stormed out of the class room hearing them laugh and call me even more names. I knew it was the wrong thing to do because one I'll get into teoubke with my mother and the school board but I didnt really care about it. I was just done with it and as I ran into the bathroom I took out my blade and slit my wrist spilling my blood over the floor. I sat there watching the blood flow and as I sat there I heard a knock on the bathroom stall and asked if I was okay but when the voice talked it wasnt a male voice it was a females voice. I said (leave me alone) the female voice soon said afterward (my name is Mariya what's yours). As I sat there I soon gave into having a coversation with Mariya ( my name is David) she asked me if I could come out of the stall I hesitated for a while then realizing she wasnt going to leave I got out of the stall and walked towards the door and I asked her why she was doing this she said ( I think your a good guy and a mistreated one from what I've seen and I want to change that). As she walked towards me I got nervous for what she was about to do but to my duprise she wrapped her arms around me and gave me a hug and befor she let go she asked why there was blood all over my wrist I quickly ran out and tried to avoid her for the rest of the day.