Paths

Paths(Juminxreader) Part#10

The tears are falling from your cheeks, your lungs are aching from all the running, your heart ache and your brain feels dizzy. Every step you take makes you feel heavy until someway you arrive to your aparment. Panting and slipery hands are trying to open with rush the door. When you enter you see that Salem is now in Jumin's apartment, aswell all your clothes, shoes, accesories, etc. But the things the move team didn't take was the wedding dress, the ring and all the photos you have with your ex boyfriend.

After you found them. You go directly to the kitchen and pick some bottles. Deep down, you know it's not a good idea getting drunk but you want to drown the pain and the anger. And the only way you know can deal with those feelings are like your ancestors. So you're taking shots one after another when suddenly you feel vibrate your phone several times but none of got answered. But when finally, the constant vibration gets on your nerves you pick up the phone.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT?!"

The moment you answer you're drunk, mad and sad for that stupid wedding invitation.

"...I'm Jumin. Are you alright?...Please don't move from where you are, I'll go to pick you" He sounds really concern. After you leave the building he looked for you like crazy.

"Yes...No...I don't know Jumin...do you have a villa with a chimney or a place you can burn wood" You asked from nowhere, but a plan was already set.

"Yes, I do...but why did you ask?"

"Take me there today. I have the day off tomorrow... Don't get the wrong idea, please. I don't plan nothing funny"

"...Fine..but where are you?"

"...I'm on my aparment...but please take me there..."

"...Wait...I can't take you there right now. It's pretty late, let's talk..."

"NO! Please I'm begging you" He can hear you sobbing and somewhat deseperate, so he doesn't have another option to agree.

"Fine, I'll be in half an hour...please just wait"

Driver kim picks him up outside the building. On the way to your aparment, the guilt from leaving the invitation over his desk is now eating inside. He didn't want you to see it, but at the same time he felt that will be the best for you to get over him, but not for your own good but for him. He notice every time you want to ask about Jihyun's past through his own. That's why when you asked he makes you mad, maybe with that you can forget about him and look what is ahead of you.

Before he arrive, he call but you were already on the street wating for him. You have the hands full of bags. He notices you are drunk when you enter inside the car and how your eyes are watering. He says Driver Kim to take to the villa which is about an hour and half from the city.

All the trip is awkard and in silence. He can't speak for the guilt and you can't, because if you do, the crying could last forever.

Inmediatly you go down the car with all your bags when you arrive. Jumin follows behind you. You find the wood fire with no problem. Then you take from one of the bags a liquid special and a lighter. Jumin can't do anything than seeing you. Again take the hand inside the bag, get a bottle, take a sip and turn around to put the liquid inside the wood fire and put the lighter inside. With the bottle in your hands you throw all the bags inside. You can look how they get burn. Jumin see the scene on the other side, he gets spechless, but gets the courage to speak.

"Why are you doing this?!"

"...." You stay there only seeing the bags get burn, don't paying attention to the man infront of you. But he yell again.

"Why are you doing this?! Those weren't suppose all preciuos memories from the relationship?! Why are you burning them?!" He feels desesparate and thought that maybe you could do something to hurt yourself.

"...You want an answer?! Because the bastard broke up the angagement he had with me to marry another woman months later! Because he lied to me!...I love him regarless his past. I didn't know a thing about his past but even so...I love him. I tried to stayed strong, managed to control the pain I feel every day without with him. He lied....He didn't love him...not a single time. All his words were empty...He lied! The invitations, friends, the wedding. I love him blindly... WHY?!...YOU SHOULD ANSWER MY QUESTIONS!..."

Jumin only can look at you, no reply came from his mouth. He only see you trough the fire. You've never felt so hurt on your entire life. The pain finally found its way to get out. Jumin is the only one who could see you like this, so broken, so hurt, so vulnerable and you hate it, hate the fact he can understand being betrayed and lied right in front of his face. You can't get why he simphatize with you at all.

"I'm sorry..." He spoke and inmediantly after seeing you he avert his sight. You rush to speak with him, but by now you're so drunk that you lose the balance and fall on the ground, after that you lose consciousness.