Mclennon: you complete me

What Is This Feeling?

Paul's Pov:
John & i kissed in the moonlight, we slowly started taking each other's clothes off-
I woke up up sweating and confused, but it could feel myself smiling, it was just a dream.
But why was I dreaming about my best mate that way? I ran my fingers through my hair.
I was about to take a shower and go to school but I got a phone call
"Hello" I said
"Hey Macca, George & I were thinking about ditching school today you wanna come?" I heard my best mate John say
"That sounds really fun and all but I can't, my dad will kill me if don't go to school" I said
"Paulie, pleaaase" John begged
I felt myself smiling at johns beautiful voice
Wait what? I shook the thought off.
"Fine" I said giving into johns begging
"Yes!!" I heard George say in the background
I blushed a little George knowing I'd given in to John
"So what are we gonna do today then?" I asked
"the question is what aren't we gonna do?" John replied
"Oh god" I said shaking my head
"We're on our way to pick you up, see you soon bye" he said hanging up
I smiled and then frowned, thinking of the dream I'd just had, i was confused why I would have that dream, at the thought of the dream I couldn't help but smile big, but why? Did I like John? all of this thinking was giving me a headache.
My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door
I opened the door to see John smiling at me
"Oh shit" I said out loud, quickly I covered my mouth
"What's wrong Paulie?" John asked concerned I couldn't tell him what was wrong, but I knew when i opened the door to see john, that I knew had some kind of feelings for him.
I tried quickly to think of a lie.
"Nothing" I mumbled
John frowned at me
"Macca...." He said
"Lets just go" I said getting in the car sitting next to my best mate George.
"So what are we going do first?" I asked eagerly
"Anything you guys want, we can rob a bank, write some songs, go to an arcade whatever" John said
"hmmm the robbing a bank sounds fun" I said sarcastically
"Maybe if we were 5 years old again we'd go to an arcade" George said with a laugh
"Hey, arcades are fun, they're not just for little kids" I said feeling a little embarrassed
"I agree with Paul, arcades are great" john said flashing his beautiful smile
First we went to an arcade for awhile
"Yes!" John & I said in unison as we highfived
we all sat down and ate some pizza
I zoned out thinking about John, I don't know how long I was thinking but John started waving his hand in front of my face
"Is anyone home?" John joked
"What? Oh yeah sorry" I said snapping out of it
"Are you okay, Macca?" John whispered
"Yeah, I'm glad I ditched, I needed today off"i said
We started playing some games and John & I played skeeball, and as we were laughing and having fun, I realized I've been in love with him this whole bloody time.
Which wouldn't be a problem if John were to love me back, but there was no way, no way John liked a guy, he was a ladies man for sure, and even if he did like men, he would never like me.
The thought of John never loving me made me frown, I sighed.
"Are you upset because you ditched school?" John asked me
"No, of course not, I'm having fun." I said
"Then what's wrong, please don't just say nothing, because McCartney, you're transparent as hell, I can see right through you, now tell me what's wrong, pleaaaase tell meee" John begged for the second time today
"Why do you even care" I said looking down at my feet
"Because your my best mate, I care about you" he said
instead of answering him,I pulled him into a big hug and started sobbing on his shoulder
"It's gonna be ok, Macca" John reassured me
I cried for a few more seconds, embarrassed, I broke the hug and ran to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror, I looked like I have been crying for hours, I tried to dry my eyes, and fix my hair, but nothing helped, I couldn't believe how I acted, I just cried in front of my best mate and a bunch of strangers, I felt embarrassed
John walked in the bathroom he looked at me and I felt embarrassed so I looked away
John didn't say anything but embraced me again.
I walked back to the table
"Hey guys, I think I'm going to take off, just go home, I think I've have enough for today, see you tomorrow" I said with a sadden smile
"Really, taking off already?" George asked
I nodded
"Bye" I said with a wave
John whispered something to George, great he was probably telling him that I cried like a baby. They were probably going to tease me about it any second. But that didn't happen, they stood up and gave me a hug, I smiled at them and waved as I walked out the door.
When I got home and decided to take a nap. I must've slept for a long time because I woke up at 3 AM sweating after another dream about John. I smiled but then frowned, I knew he could never love me the way I love him.

✨Authors Note✨: hiiii, I don't expect anyone to read this, but that's what I said about my other fanfic and people actually read it so❤️❤️❤️,thankful to anyone who reads this, I'm no writer, but I think it's fun to write and classic rock is the bomb and The Beatles are my babes💘😍
Sorry I made this chapter all in Paul's point of view. Ringo will be in this story soon❤️❤️