New Problems/Old Problems

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Authors Note: after this chapter I promise I'll do a bunch of chapter that involve just mclennon not all these other story lines, sorry for those by the way, I'm quite a messy writer and I'm not very good at writing anyway so, I'm sorry for the off topic-ness and I feel quite stupid for dragging other story lines into it, oh well, if you guys want I could stop this story line all together or wrap it up really quick and not talk about it again but uh you guys should comment what you think.
Johns Pov:
We finally got home after driving for awhile and it was raining hard.
We walked inside fast but got wet anyway.
"I'm so tired, I'm going to bed" Paul said
"Me too" I said
We were about to walk upstairs and their was a knock on the door, I answered it to a soaking wet Pete who looked like he was crying.
I dragged him in
"You alright mate?" I asked
Pete shook his head and started crying.
Paul, Ringo and George went and sat on the couch
I walked upstairs and motioned for Pete to follow me.
We went in my room and sat on my bed.
"Pete, what's wrong?" I asked
He didn't answer me but pulled me into a hug, I hugged back.
he pulled away
"What happened?" I asked
"I did something terrible" he said
"I bet it's not that bad, what did you do?" I asked
"I'm a terrible person" he said
"Pete, I know you, very well, you're not terrible" I said
"What did you do?" I asked
"I kissed Stu" Pete sighed running his fingers through his hair
"Thats not terrible" I said
"Yes it is John, for so many reasons" he said
"Well do you like him?" I asked
"No. I'm not even gay" he mumbled
"Why did you kiss him then?" I asked
"I don't know" he answered
"And I probably creeped Stu out" he went on
"Are you sure you don't like him?" I asked
"I can't be gay" he mumbled
"Why not" I asked
"John, you don't understand, I'm not like you, I'm not easily liked or easily accepted or come from a accepting family, and I'm a Christian" he said
"It's not like you choose to be, I think that whatever you figure out you should go with, also yes maybe Mimi was accepting to
me, but Paul, his dad was not accepting at all, he hates that Paul is dating me, but you know he still loves Paul, nothing could ever change that, Pete your family will still love you, and god will still love you, don't base who you are off other people, and also you and George should talk, I know he has a really hard time accepting himself and he still not really sure about himself" I said
Pete sighed
"I can't" he said
"And this is the only time I'll say this and I swear if you tell anyone I'll kill you, but god is Stu gorgeous" he mumbled
"You can Pete, please don't base your sexual identity off what you think is right or wrong" I said
"Thank you for talking to me John" he said
"Of course anytime, please if you ever need to talk just come over" I said
"Also do me a favor, when you get home, don't repeat that you're not gay over and over, it doesn't help, even if you're not, it really hurts" I said
Pete & I walked downstairs
He picked up his jacket and put it on and turned to leave.
I stopped him and pulled him into a hug
"Please don't tell your friends about all this 'right?" Pete asked
"No, I won't tell them anything" I said
"But again maybe you should talk to George, he really knows how you're feeling" I said
"Bye John, thank you for talking to me" he said
"Bye Pete, it's no problem, talk to tomorrow yeah?" I asked
He nodded and walked out into the rain.
"What was that about?" Paul asked
"I heard my name" George said
"I can't tell you guys" I said
"I heard my name though!" George whined
"Yeah, tell us why" Ringo said
"I promised not to" I said
"But George might know soon and Paul would be able to figure it out" I said
"What about me? I'll be the only one who doesn't know" Ringo whined
"Oh I think I know" Paul said
"Tell us!" George said
"John?" Paul said
"No, don't, Pete would be pretty upset" I said
We all ended up falling asleep on the floor

Paul's Pov:
It was like 3 AM and I woke up and saw that Ringo and George were awake and they were kissing.
"Really guys?" I asked crankily
"What's your problem Paul?" George asked
"I can't believe you two had sex" I said
"Why? You jealous?" Ringo asked
"John won't have sex with me and it kinda drives me crazy that you two have" I said
"Really? You two crazy kids haven't done it?" George asked
"No because he said he loves me and wants to wait" I said
"He must really love you" George said
"Yeah it's super cute but ugh" I said
"Well goodnight, you two have fun doing... Yeah whatever you do"

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