Mclennon: you complete me

But it's not what you think......

John's Pov:
"JOHN HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?" Paul yelled angry tears filling his eyes
"Paul please just-" he cut me off
"I can't believe I almost forgave you! You asshole!" Paul cried, it broke my heart
"Paul please don't cry" I said
"OH SHUT UP YOU BIG FUCKING ASSHOLE" he screamed
"Paul please let me explain" I begged
"Explain why you cheated? That will only hurt me more!" he sobbed
"Yeah go away John" Mike said stepping by the door and stood by Paul
"Mike can you just leave us alone for a second?" I asked kindly
"Why should I? You broke my brothers heart" Mike sneered
"It's ok, go" Paul whispered
Mike shrugged angrily and walked away
"What happened to everything you've ever said to me?" Paul asked starting to cry again
"Please, just come out here and let me explain" I said
Paul's tears were still falling, and it broke my heart.
"Please.... I think you'll feel a lot better after i explain" I said
"I hate you John Lennon" he said pulling me into an angry kiss, I kissed back nervously feeling like maybe i would never be able to do it again.
he grabbed my shirt and pulled me inside and up the stairs to his room, blew his nose and wiped his eyes, then he pulled me into a deep kiss and pushed me on his bed and unbuttoned my shirt
"Is this ok?" He whispered to me
"Yes" I whispered back softy

Our second time having sex, maybe last. Maybe Paul will listen to me, maybe after he calms down, maybe.... i thought all of this as I got dressed
"Get out of my house" Paul demanded
"I'm not done getting dress-"
Paul cut me off "I don't care get out"
I rolled my eyes and pulled him into a kiss, I was relieved to feel him kiss back, I walked out of Paul's room pulling on my shirt.
"What the hell, you cheat on Paul and get sex out of it? Not fair" Mike said in the hall
"I didn't cheat on him" I mumbled running downstairs to the door
"Oh hi John" I heard Jim's voice behind me
Shit. Shit. Shit.
I turned around "Hi Mr. McCartney"
"You and Paul made up? I didn't know you guys were hanging out tonight" Jim said
"Uh yeah..... Me either it wasn't really planned" I said awkwardly
"Hopefully I'll see you later, bye" I said awkwardly. And for the first time I actually meant it.
I walked into the darkness of the night and got in my car.
I ran my fingers through my hair, what am I gonna do? I'm not ready to be a father, I have big plans, I don't have time for a kid, should I tell Mimi? She would know what to do, but yet again she would be really upset.....
Paul's words kept repeating in my head "I hate you John Lennon"
He didn't mean that right? That was just from being frustrated right? Either way, it hurt, stabbed like a knife, maybe he did hate me.
I got out of my car and went inside my house.
I walked over to Mimi and took a deep breath
"I have something to tell you" I said
Mimi looked up from her newspaper "What is it?" She asked
"Please don't be mad, I'm telling you because you give the best advice" I said
"I got a girl pregnant" I said
Mimi sighed "What about Paul?"
"He's upset, but I didn't even cheat on him! This was before we started dating, she's 8 months pregnant, Paul & I haven't even been together 8 months!" I explained
"Congratulations, you're gonna be a daddy" Mimi said
I ran my fingers through my hair "This sucks, I'm not ready for this responsibility"
"You're past is catching up with you" she said
"I know, I would say this isn't fair but I do deserve it, I've slept with so many women" I sighed
"What's the girls name?" She asked
"Cynthia" I said
"I'm sorry this happened John, maybe it's for the best, maybe your baby will give you great joy" she said
"You're not gonna tell me to give the baby up for adoption or something?" I asked
"That's your choice" she said with a warm smile
"My life sucks" I said curling up on the couch and eventually falling asleep.

Authors note:
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