I took a deep breath as I eye myself upwards, as I am in front of the Dela Vegas company. I'm applying for the Financial Analyst. Before I can lose myself in track because of the big building I facing and starting too day dreaming. I should start relaxing and try my best to smile with confidence, I should be I'm not a graduate of Accountancy for nothing.
As like the saying says, there is a rainbow after the rain. Losing Jac when I'm in the finals made me realize that I am not born to be dependent to others. I should start believing with myself. Trying my best to be the better person of myself. Aside from that, if we love someone we should not expect something in return and at least I had some memories to cherish on. I close my eyes and laugh with myself, because I can't be hypocrite in the first month of losing him, I thought it's the end of the world. I am really so childish and immature that time, luckily I can handle with myself now.
I pushed the rotating door and then eyeing the reception desk. "I'm looking for Rain Alejandro, she's the head of the hiring application." Then smile when I ended my statement. "Just a minute Miss, and you are?"
"Gia Seira." As I utter it with confidence, I've learn from experience having an OJT in a, one of a kind company. Ika nga nila learn from the best. "Sorry for waiting Ma'am, this way please." I've held my purse and stood up in the sofa and follow her footstep. We reach the elevator and she press the button and said. "5th floor ma'am, then to your right." I smiled and nodded while saying thank you. She is really polite with her bloody red hair and I think she is using her contacts.
What am I even saying, I need to focused with what ahead of me.
"Your credential is above average; I am so empress miss Seira." As we shake hands I thank her with smile plastered with my face. Finally, I'm officially employed now. Reaching the ground floor with a smile in the place and have an eye contact with the receptionist again. And I think she gets why I am so happy right now and she mouthed "Congratulations."
Besides the Dela Vegas building is the Starbucks I think I need my favorite Mocha Frappuccino. "Good afternoon welcome to Starbucks." And waited my name to be called.
"Mocha Frappuccino for Gia." I stood up with my waiting sit and thank him as I sip the cup, I didn't realize I accidentally bump with someone. I almost spill my coffee with him, I check my dress first before eyeing him. "Gia is that you?" May be my mind didn't process the fact that Jac is in front of me and didn't realize that I just stood there like a timid teenager student who just talk with her crush. "Jac, right?" I asked because I can't believe this.
"Yes, Gi how are you, long time no see?" I smiled first before answering his question. Yeah it's really been more than 4 years I think. "I'm doing great, how about you?" before he can have answered someone called his name. "Jac" A girl looking so vibrant with her red dress with a black blazer that completed her work outfit.
"Bea this is Gia my friend in college. Gia this is Bea my girlfriend." I almost lose my control hearing what he said. Didn't even realize the girl extended her hand and wanting to shake hands with me, so I first clear my mind and smile at her. "It is nice meeting you Bea. And Jac I need to go now, my boyfriend is waiting for me." Without even giving a last glance again I walk pass away.
Away from the person who I trusted and love the most. But in the second time around I was left again and been broken with the same person. I should have not trusted his words.
You are still the only person who can broke me the most.
Before I can even enter my car, someone grab my arm and said. "Wait Gia we should keep in touch." As he gives me a genuine smile, this smile is the reason why I'm still hurting. Because I had trusted him. I should have known; people are all the same. Akala ko pwede ko paghawakan ang katagang sinabi niya na.
We can be together again when both of us are successful, but I think I'm the only one who is holding on with a someone who didn't even love me. I just smile to him and give him my number without question I get in the car and the moment I started the engine and seeing him smile and wave outside. I broke down and devastated.
Without knowing where to go. Maybe until my gas will be empty I just learned that I am in a beach. I didn't even know where am I or what's the name of the place. I get off the car and slowly walk towards the beach, hoping I'm not being a trespasser. But it's not my priority now, my heart feels so empty and I couldn't explain the feeling. The feeling that I'm always afraid to show to others, how vulnerable am I.
"Who are you?" I almost lose my breath when I heard someone else voice. I stop from sobbing and look at the owner of the voice. I saw a light brown eyes looking so annoyed. "I'm sorry." As I look down, because if I don't stop looking in his eyes I will be loss for words. His eyes are full of authority and I can't help to be submissive in front of him.
"My question woman." What is his question again? Asking myself as my mind stop working. My name. "It's not important." I answered and turn back to run away from him. I should go back in my car as my heart beating like a race car.
What a day Gia Seria you just got in so much trouble in one day. Keeping my head in the road and thinking for tomorrow, worried for my first day in work.
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Honestly I thought, I will stop the story in this part.
"You are still the only person who can broke me the most."
But change of plans I'm planning to give this a shot giving Gia Seira what she really deserves.
I hope you like the story and continue to support me. Thank you for reading.
